lonely and despressed

23 aug2011

2011-08-23T18:33:00.001+08:00

IT HAS BEEN A WHILE SINCE THE LAST TIME I POST IN THIS BLOG....

Well things are getting worst or IT IS JUST ME ...! Oh well, the world that i see is a fuck up one! Reality is something that hard to face. Feeling bad, lonely and bored. friend got new friend and dump the old friend. bored!!! days happen like a circle, with everyday the same thing happen over and over again! even my dream i don't know is it a dream or reality.
This week is my exam week. My result was not very good and effect that i gave was DARN BAD. I got no mood to study.i'm kind of looking forward to my holiday but....
Next week , i am going back to work but whenever i thought of it, i hurt and tiring! i want to quit and enjoy freedom and fun. However, even i got my holiday and quit my part-time work, what can i do? stay at home and rot!
'find friends and go out?' well, i want to but there a lot problems! 1st; wake up late, end up no need to go ... 2nd: where to go? sg is boring place and it is not cheap. 3rd: what to do??? there is nothing to do. 4th: who to call? all are busy lazy and many others more...
Arghhhh..... fuck my life ! As people grow up, things get bored! my life is suck... what my future will be like ?

feeling of mine.

2011-06-03T16:21:00.000+08:00

It is now 3june of 2011, the days in rp was not very good as i want it to be. i'm depressed, very disappointed, feeling stupid, lonely and more importantly felt useless. It is getting bad to worst. In school, i cannot seen to forced in class and unable to understand. I really want to change myself and get everyone to notice me but it is hard. I love to have fun but i fear other felt bad. I think that i stuck in the past and can never move forward to realise something important frist but i really don't know what is it.
I think i'm draff apart fro my best friends. i think we are no longer close because i got lot of problems. many things about me is causing it like been quiet, shy, unhyper, boring, stupid, weak. i don't know what i should do...cry does ont help but only release the holding back of my tears of sadness
there are times i thought of stupid things, like getting bang by car,or cut myself so that i forget everything but i'm in fear of pain and death then told myself to see bright side or tml hopefully will be another new day . however these are just lies to myself. i wish to run away from these but it keep popping in front of me. So i took on part-time job , but it was very tiring as i need to stand and greet too as well as stress cause i need to remember where the stuff at. i wish to work with my bro but we got spit up like always. it does make me upset but i tell myself that one day still have to face these myself. so it's a test. i don't know how long am i going to fool or lie to myself and how long i my fake act last in front of everyone.

Got into.....

2011-04-02T16:58:00.005+08:00

Dear TAN WEI NENG (ID*) ,

We are pleased to inform you that you have been offered

[3 Yrs] RP - Biomedical Sciences, R143
at Republic Polytechnic.

The academic term of Republic Polytechnic for AY2011/2012 will commence on 18 April 2011. Successful final semester ITE applicants will be receiving their enrolment pack via the email account registered in the JPAE-ITE application by 4 April 2011

y... it all ur fault

2011-03-31T22:52:00.000+08:00

i'm tired... i wan to cry ... i wan to scream as well ... since young , it been like this and don't know

i at home trying not to give everyone trouble and spend less , save money , try not let worry parent but he just do whatever he wan .... i don't know i can keep this selfless mood long sia .fucking ass hole...

FINAL grades and gpa!

2011-03-31T18:26:00.000+08:00


	Official Grades

Description	Units	Grade
Life Skills at the Workplace	4	Very Good
Sports and Wellness II	1	S
Aquaculture Techniques	2	D
Applied Analytical Chemistry	6	B
Biochemical Techniques	6	C

Plan	Current	Cumulative
Higher National ITE Certificate in Biotechnology	2.286	2.576

Certificate

Awarded the Higher National ITE Certificate in Biotechnology

KOREAN NAME OF MINE

2011-02-17T22:47:00.000+08:00

‎(첸 = 陈 = Tan , 웨이 = 韦 = wei , 수 = 能 = Neng ) 첸웨이수 = Tan Wei Neng

nEW yEAR !

2011-01-02T21:13:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year.... :)

2010 is here... Another year have pass and it been so long i wrote anything here. Sry i'm been lazy , stress , and many more...haiz life is hard indeed .After my ia , life in sch really made me missed my ia place , friends and food. However, these days i think i'm having depression for no reason or maybe because of friends. ahhhhrgggghh i just don't know or even understand myself. i'm worried a lot, haiz...like sometime i think for bro, dey, i think there a wall between us ,then for another friend ,eth, she act weird like kind of drunk but then again i know she very sad.Another friend ,ben , kind of like avoid us and kind of emo all the time and a girl ,eun, she like having hard times keeping her close friends closed and keep never go sch. I guess everyone are rushing to find the right gf/bf ... Now i'm very lonely and sad, i wish everyone are close like old time guess it hard since everyone growing and school are almost to the end. i don't know will we still be friends
i'm really hope this year would be better. 2011

Pic update (My Ia : food chemical lab)part 1 farewell party of mei mei and lina

2010-09-18T13:32:00.003+08:00

Farewell party to Linia and Mei mei

At sakura in clement :

and labs celebration:

Blog Updating....

2010-09-18T13:16:00.000+08:00

Blog Update...
It been many many many months since the last time i wrote in here...

My Ia had just ended one week ago. Before it end i was really thinking should i do part time there for one month , but i lose my holiday... so i decided to do part-time for 2 weeks and the rest of the weeks is HOLIDAY! I really enjoyed my times in my ia place! Though that i really hate the bad times happen but i really had lot of fun happy , joking , childish times ... In one more week i'll be leaving my ia and enjoy my holiday but i think it'll be boring, no fun, sian but relaxing ... (will be missing everyone :( )
First week of my part-time , new ia student from from NY.poly. , 20yo chinese boy from malaysia, will be here for 6 month so around feb . He will be take over my works. He seem very quiet , insecured... i tried to talk to him to let him feel more of himself but i don't know what to talk... (really suck ... )I think is the way i act and teach ... (i don't really know how to teach ...sry!) hope he try his best to blande in . :)

PISSED OFF!

2010-08-01T23:02:00.000+08:00

WTF... AN U.M.A. JUST PISSED ME OFF AND MADE NOISE OUTSIDE MY HOUSE BLOODLY HELL WAKE MY PARENT UP! SO WHAT IF NOW LATE AND U MISSED THE LAST BUS ... I TELL U :FIRST I CAN ONLY GO TO MY KOR ROOM BUT CANNOT TAKE WITH OUT HIM SAYING 'YES!' SECONDLY, LAST BUS IS AT 11.30 NOW IS 10.30 AND WHO CALL U TO COME HERE LAST AT NIGHT, STUPID!!!! NEXT ,U JUST SAID U PURPOSELY LEFT IT THERE! ALSO CAN U DON'T ANDREW THIS ANDREW THAT ...'CALL ANDREW TO WATCH OUT... ' BLOODLY HELL WHO U THINK I AM !!!! I'M NOT HIS BABYSITTER JUST HIS FRIEND BRO, GO TELL HIM URSELF ,STUPID! LASTLY CALL THE POLICE??? HAHA GO ON... I CALL TOO AND NEXT DOOR SEE U MADE SO MUCH NOISE ALSO WILL CALL SEE WHO WIN LA WE OR U ... U THINK U A FRIEND OF POLICE I SCARE AND I'M NOT A FRIEND OF POLICE ???I ALSO SEE WHO HE LISTEN TO... AN U.M.A OR A CHILD WHO DID NOTHING TO U???

During IA...

2010-07-16T21:23:00.000+08:00

I'm having lots of fun with my friends, new and old ones in my IA place. :p happy !
It is very fun and exciting with them all the time . Although , working is VERY busy and tiring. SUPER TIRED! (I like my friends and have fun. :) )

Before IA huh...

2010-05-23T19:18:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow , i'm going to start my IA. at Setsco ! well, I were excited but also scared! ... today was very pissed and annoyed cause one more item not yet on hand to give the IA there...My dad don't allow me to get it today since it last mins ... Haiz stupid me!!!! What should i do??? i just have to tell them i bring on Tuesday no choice! hope they wouldn't scold me and do any bad on me.

Thursday 20/5/10 my class went for navy open house ! It was fun! yup i was happy! some pics... Happy class we were! more are yet to come

Not a good evening...

2010-05-11T20:43:00.000+08:00

Today in school was fine not until i reached city hall in mrt on my way home...There a lady ,no should called her WOMAN! She had a umbrella and shift it to my side and then back to hers .. then again left and back... I looked at her what the hack she doing. then return back to read my book. Then she used her ellow to hit me twice... i don't care her but i really piss off!...then she went off!

New watch at last !

2010-05-10T22:14:00.000+08:00

It been 5 long years since the last time i wear a watch that able to last long! It was brought by my uncle and my mum... The type and colour was choosen by me! it from G-shock and Casio! model: DW-6900CB youth culture ! for youth like me! It has other colour but i think this sute better! there White with pink inside, red with orange inside and light blue with dark blue. At first i wan the blue colour !it my fav. :P but my mum say choose clour which it comment cause when the belt spoit . able to get a replacement easy!

Longest sch day i had!

2010-05-10T21:56:00.002+08:00

Longest sch day i had!

Starting from 8am school hour. I woke up early around 530 so that i able to reach sch on time. As always go sch bah bah bah... but today i got another MBT phast test.... MAN OH MAN I REALLY HATE PHAST TEST!

Today test was on gel thing*(i really don't know how to spell that long word) so i got my time table which will be starting around 3+ to 4+pm so I thought "ok not bad , still can go home early" But then the first shift went in late around 1245 which was not the main problem... The main problem started later! The first shift came out 2-3hours later!!!Darn my plan was push back! i can sleep then wake up twice... around 4+ then my turn SOB... thx the group which do asap!!!!
I went and the next problem start during the exam! There no tray for me and zhiren ,so have to wait for next group to be done with it which is mosty after my group people done most of their stuff. darn ... miss ng laugh at me.... and then my face turn red!When i got my tray, my gel turn solid areadly . have to reheat it and cool it down again and wait zzzzzz.... When i done with it , have tto wait again cause miss ong say there no space,then next problem is that she can't cope with sooo many students zzz then wait for her. After that when ALLLLL my group mates done theirs, i waited for miss ong and she say must wait for others... Darn! then i did my stuff at last they were done! but time for house keeping... -_-''' i am soooo tired and sick of waiting! haiz then went home. and waiting for mrt and bus andgetting home zzzzz TIRED!

suck....

2010-05-09T15:50:00.000+08:00

zzzzz.... I keep cancel and rejeted my friends for this few weeks.... i hate it. zzz... haiz yesterday was really sian went to aunt house and never do anything from 5.30 to midnight...

zzzz fly plane

2010-05-07T22:52:00.000+08:00

Diao... i just cancel my plan for tml just for my family .... My friends and i decided to go swimming but today just canceled it after my friend just added one guy in the trip... i felt bad and very sad cause can't go...

I also decided to make chocolate for mother's day for my mom but then haiz.... no mood liao

Opps i did it???

2010-05-06T21:25:00.003+08:00

Today for 8am to 5.30pm , both lessons were prat. Well it was really an 'OK' day. Qcna lesson gave us early off so we can eat lunch then go for next class which was 2Hour and 30mins later .Zzzzzzz.... My friends was having funs while i was resting on one side enjoying the strong wind ! Since i still sick, i took a nap :P 放松 (relaxing)

Then miss ong and miss teo came . During the prat lesson , i really accidently knocked a glasswear... OMG X( !!!! Lucky ,no one was hurt. :) i wonder when did that glasswear get behind me without me seeing it. Did someone put it behind so i would break it??? y do that person do that??? Me ,now upset and shocked !

After sch i when home as same with Deyney, then meet my parent . My mum brought some injections from doctors at SGH since her injection going to fin. So we have to rush home as it is needed to be frozen! Went to have a quick dinner and trim my hair a little... Home in the end!

SICK this few days

2010-05-05T21:44:00.002+08:00

Haiz , since last week until now i am still sick , having sore throat and flu. Cough and cough everywhere i go ,in class, outside and even i was trying to sleep :( There one day i can't sleep because of it. However, my brother was even worst than me . He had sore thorat , flu and fever! The fever driving him crazy cause he suddenly gone ...how to say...'Nut'? My dad have sore throat only ,awhile around two or three day recovered.

Wow ,i just realise that only the Males are sick! Haha... how unlucky we are . :p So who next???

Sian... Yesterday, jinyi called me to go out and eat dinner or was it lunch, maybe was breadfast... Anyway, he today also asked me again , great i tml also busyzzzz no money too. Sad la still sick and busy! How i going to reply him ???'sry cannot la '???
SUDDENLY, MISSED MY SECONDARY SCHOOL FRIENDS... i wonder how they doing . Are their life good or just as bad as mine???... It have been 1/2 a year since i talked to them ... althought i did meet some of them only a handful but still missed them. Really! sad lonely boy ,am i ??

Test in class...

2010-05-05T21:18:00.001+08:00

Great ,great ,really great.... First was my MBT theory paper, now is my QCNA prat. Zzzz... What next ??? I just had no choice but only to Random wrote on my paper ,really cannot think of any ans when i was doing it... worst things is that there are more tests coming soon ...Great ,great ,really great! SOMEBODY STOP THEM !

2010 april over...

2010-05-02T13:24:00.000+08:00

April just over ! hmmmm nothing much of fun but only sadness...
A few of my classmate went to poly. zzzzz missed them sob* the hair of his... the joke they gave.zzzz

A VERY HARD QNS BY MY FRIEND...

2010-05-01T21:46:00.004+08:00

Not long ago or maybe a few day ago, a friend of mine asked me some personal darn hard qns, though its may seem easy to ans but i really don't know how to say... That person asked me which girls would i love if there only 5 of them in the world? lol how i am going to ans ....

Girl A is VERY close to me and she also like a sister to me...
Girl B is well... i never got a real talk with her much soo not quite sure but she seem nice or good enought, same go to Girl C too .
ERrrrr... For Girl D, well she seem nice however little weird but i think she will get a better life without me , really .
Lasty for Girl E , well i kind of forgot who and really can't think of who too , soo sry i can't say anything about of her....

Maybe Girl A is good for me but she has a bad past so it hard for her and myself . For Girl B ,C and D ,welll i don't know how i'm going to chat to them ... see how lor. , hmmm guess i have to understand them more ...

April special!

2010-04-01T21:50:00.002+08:00

How to Cook a Turkey

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Birthday presents...2010

2010-02-07T17:37:00.001+08:00

Thank you to my friends who buy presents for my birthday....XD....

From px and friends... , deyney and benjamin , weicheng XD Thx!

my birthday say about me...

2010-02-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

Progressive, Cautious & Independent

Even though you are great with groups of people, it takes a bit when it comes to making close friends. Deeply sensitive and cautious, closeness means vulnerability to you, and this is not something to be taken lightly. Your direct, no-nonsense approach in combination with their strong values can make it challenging to get to know the inner person. Yet those who are able to do so will discover a friendship that lasts through the years. You will go the distance for a loved one to the point of self-sacrifice if necessary. You look for creativity, intellect, and honesty in your friends. When it comes to family, the expectations are no less. Although dedicated to a sense of duty to relatives, you aren’t one for developing close bonds unless the same qualities you expect in your friendships are there. Favorable Colors: Turquoise Key Body Part: Ankles, Circulatory System Lucky Gem: Turquoise Strengths: Progressive, original, humanitarian, independent. Weaknesses: Runs from emotional expression, uncompromising, temperamental, aloof. Charismatic marks: Good looks, beautiful eyes, angular faces, thin build. Likes: Fun with friends, fighting for causes, helping others, intellectual conversation, a good listener. Dislikes: Limitations, being lonely, broken promises, dull or boring situations, people who disagree with them. Best environment: Any gathering of people to exchange ideas.

Happy19 birthday

2010-01-28T00:19:00.000+08:00

To My Twin,Daryl ...

Yo ,Good to have u who born on the same Date ,Month and Year. Brother, just to wish u on the day we born: Happy birthday and enjoy your day with endless joy ! from: Neng :P

CNY coming in 2010....

2010-01-26T21:42:00.000+08:00

2010's Chinese New Year coming soon...

in feb

BoO... tiger year!

AvA

2010-01-26T21:34:00.000+08:00

Photos when my class went to AvA.... kind of quiet...

Mood...

2010-01-12T19:17:00.000+08:00

I'm not sure to be happy or not, since yesterday ....
It's a good one but it was also bad....
I'm not sure what to do ....
How to plan....
Choose what ....
What next?....
Heart-breaking / heart-beating....???

What is my future???

Ouch... sob

2010-01-07T22:03:00.000+08:00

It's hurt! it hurt it hurt it HURT BLOODY HURT!...
just my leg... but really hurt a lot...

from a small dot to 1 cent and now i think around 10cent worst than the pic above....

Happy New 2010 Year!

2010-01-02T21:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW 2010 YEARS

WISHING UNDER THE STARS (PS>Hope this year go well, fun, happily , rich , enjoying , AND never ending luck.)

A bit too late but it OK! It never too late ,right ???

Have a nice days during the year if you read this . ~HAPPY~ XD

Happy birthday to jinyi

2009-12-26T22:04:00.000+08:00

Happy 18 bithday

I'm too full liao :P

Merry x'mas

2009-12-24T21:52:00.000+08:00

Merry X'mas...

Hope santa come ... :P happy holiday~

2009dec15 photo update

2009-12-20T10:35:00.000+08:00

DEC2009...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ,MUM!:)

Photo update no.1

2009-12-08T22:40:00.000+08:00

Daddy birthday ...

Joanne Pic...

Happy Birthday to Pei Xin!

2009-12-07T22:13:00.002+08:00

Happy 19th bithday to peixin

EIE Camp....

2009-12-07T21:50:00.006+08:00

1st Day: 5Dec2009

Meet up with Leon at CCK early in the morning around 6.32am. Darn so early.lol. Took a train to Braddell to meet with other ITECE student at around 8++. Haha most were late...

Went in to the ONEpeople.sg ate some bread with eggs inside with super hot soybean milk. Burn my tounge... sob! Two buses came and everyone got up the bus.

I don't know where they bring us so went to take a nap . When we reached, we at NTU... WTF! NTU is just next to my house! I can just take a bus to reach in no time yet i go until so far and so early wake up !zzz...

Play a few games in the start haha fun~~. Then we went to eat again lol...(Trying to make us fat haha.JK:P)Then after that we were grouped into 5 groups! I am in group1 alone but it fun and many new friends . Wahahaha. Went to our group room ,played around, asked around ,chat around and joke around too! Went back to eat again but it was lunch. Setting rules too!We named our group 'Fellowship of the ONE'.

We rested awhile then played "Slimon Say". HAHA.... I AM A PRO IN THIS WHICH I DON"T NOT KNOW ABOUT IT... In two of its game I was in the final! :P OK , no show off!!! We took our own room key. Everyone got his/her own key to the room where it is two people in one room. My group all got together only me with another group guy in a room. Our room a 4th floor 04-05 haha . Next door and next and the next and the next are all girls or should i say that that side are all girls:P
The room is like hotel WOW relaxing !!! -_- feel like sleeping sia!

My roommate name is Yuki . His father from Japan! Cool isit? From group 4 in ITE i think that he was in.

At night , I slep alone around 1+ cause he didn't return .Anyway it wasn't that bad.

2nd Day 6Dec2009

Woke up early around 6.37am , i'm still alone went to bath then slack before go down to eat which start at 8.00am .The people setting the place with drum, bell and wooden music thing!!! We started playing those thing after our breadfast. LOT OF MUSICX! WOOOH ...

Having lot of fun playing the drum but lot of pain too. We wrote on a paper of sth and got ourselves a egg shaker! Mine is red :P

Then got lot of writing after lunch and wow headaches about race enecity and cuture. After some missunderstanding , we got it! @_@

Play some games and saying goodbye is hard and sad! i got everyone email and hp no. before we go and not to forgot about pic too!

GroupPhoto Everyone around <Boys only onlyGirls

Had lot of fun, enjoyment, friends , hp no. too:P

Blog update

2009-11-21T13:00:00.004+08:00

17Nov2009

Happy Birthday to Daddy :)

Photo update

20Nov2009

Happy Birthday

2009-10-31T22:16:00.003+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday to u

Ellice How...

From Desomond ,Derrick ,GodPa&GodMa ,Joanne&Don

I DID IT..WAHAHA...

2009-10-27T18:41:00.003+08:00

AH JIE , AH KOR , EVERYONE ....

OI....
I DID IT XD

P
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DRIVING LIAO...

Myspace animated Graphics

PIC...

2009-10-27T17:37:00.000+08:00

2009-10-22T21:37:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Valerie....
Happy Birthday to wei chean and keng ling *sry for the late wishes...

Missing

2009-10-22T21:29:00.001+08:00

Ahhhhh..... my Hp. wire is missing so i can't put any photo inside sry...

God want to say to me this??

2009-10-22T09:56:00.002+08:00

On this day of your life, Derrick, we believe God wants you to know ... that every moment is an opportunity for you to be happy.

You know how sometimes it seems that life is just throwing you one curved ball after another? Well, guess what, - you have a great way to respond! - you can use every opportunity, every single one, to be happy. Don't just take a shower - feel into and receive pleasure from the water on your skin. Don't just walk on the street - enjoy the fragrances of the trees and the flowers on your way. Don't just drive your car - sing karaoke to your favorite radio station.

21oct2009

2009-10-21T21:59:00.005+08:00

Nothing special today ... Tried , ya very tired! Excited, duh can't wait for tomorrow. :p

TODAY: No Gm.during class and changed LM. in the morning. Watched the AHS inter-school performance during lunch. QC&A cut short because of SC. stuffs ,and no SW cause teacher not in . Whoooh!... :P

I will put some images tomorrow...:)

Today went to MRT with zh. ,wc. and pt. ,toward bugis and then walked our own ways... :(
Went to IMM with my family . Brought LOt of stuffs Wahhhahahah...

Let me be a bit "Self High" :" I Pray To Everything (GOD(S) ,Grandpa(s) ,Grandma(s) ,Heaven ,Earth ,Me ,Ect) That Tomorrow Exam(And Others Exam On Other Date Include Driving) Which On Science Practial Will Go Well , Easy , Smooth And Everything That Will Allow Me To Pass !!!Please Watch Over Me!"WAhhhahahaha...
Thank you :)! Sorry That I Am Selfish....
Good luck to others too!

Raining cat and dog...

2009-10-13T21:46:00.002+08:00

MySpace CommentsThis morning was raining cats and dogs!!! It made me overslep and almost late for class in the morning .Phew... Lucky, really lucky... So sad that i cannot sleep longer . My whole room was super cooling and cold.Wahhhh very relaxing!

MySpace Comments

school reopen 2009 Oct 12th

2009-10-12T21:17:00.007+08:00

School is back in action.....

First day in school today was really.... (.... how to say ) Fun? Bored? hmmmm..... It was fun at first until the last lesson was really bored and I have to endure myself cause I had a go to the toilet (u know what). So overall , everything was fine and fun ,that all i can say. :P

I had everything plan out really well for today. For tomorrow , i guess i have to go down to comic collection to buy a small, funny/odded looking/cool notebook for my teacher who wanted us to write dairy i guess.

Plans for what to buy after O-level:
1. contact lens (half a year)
2. ipod touch (cost around $309 WTFsaving money)
3. wallet
4. some new clothes :P
5. play station or Xbox !
6. save money again to buy new more stuff :P

Days that i will not be in school for lessons:
1. 22oct2009 : O-level science pract exam and driving lesson
2. 26oct2009 : O-level english paper exam
3. 27oct2009 : Driving lesson and driving test
4. 02nov2009 : O-level science paper
5. 04nov2009 : O-level science paper
6. 11nov2009 : O-level science paper

Pray that everything

WILL

GO WELL AND I WILL

PASS THEM ALL!!!!!!

Myspace Stuff

.... HE DID IT AGAIN!

2009-10-07T23:57:00.001+08:00

He done it again... This time he ~~took without asking me~~ (steal) from me >$50 to $100.

I found out when i was searching for my four leaf-clover keychain but while i searching i looking into my bank.

What should i do??? Howi going to ask him to return to me...

Grrrrrr....sob. (i'm really upset)

Night photo...west coast...

2009-10-07T18:11:00.000+08:00

Night photos...

2009-10-07T18:03:00.001+08:00

Last night my family and i went to west coast to take photo and enjoy the night while playing in the playground with joanne.

Special effects ....

Sick...

2009-10-04T18:43:00.000+08:00

ZZZZ i'm sick today....

RESULT....

2009-10-03T09:31:00.001+08:00

Lazy to blog or think ! These few days been soooo super LAZY! Anyway my school result is out a few days ago ! I did well for the first time in ite of the exam but there are more ~~Devils ,~~I mean people did super well then me...

Ic : B grade
+Ac :C grade
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Total: GPA 2.5
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Kind of sad cause i didn't get GPA 3.

Now i'm thinking of what presents to buy for daddy and sister.... Both of their birthday coming....Ahyoooo

Malaysia...

2009-09-24T19:40:00.000+08:00

My family and I went to Genting Highlands on the Saturday's morning.Along with some of my cousins and their families too It a 3 days and 2 nights trip! it bored but it is relaxing...First day , we tried to reach there before night or dinner :) . On the second day , everyone went enjoyed ourselves . The last day we went to eat outside then went to strawberry farm. At first we want to reach home before sun down but we still unable to do so . And in the end we reach home around 12 midnight!

Blog...

2009-09-19T00:02:00.000+08:00

My Blog gone crazy!!!!!!

It has it own mind that it can change song! cool!!!

Tp...

2009-09-17T23:34:00.003+08:00

FAILED...! with 36 point and 1 egg!

@#$%^&*( .... WAHHHHH..... sob... Fu!!!! AHHHHHH.....

I hate myself... WAHHHHH..... sob... Fu!!!! AHHHHHH.....I going to be MAD ,calling help ASAP...

I got the mixed feeling of killing someone and / or killing myself...next time i try...But i still hold myself back when i meet my friends for pool ! I don't know what i looked like when i am mad... i don't even know i can hold how long and how much more....someday i will know...!

I was wonder who have punching bag, in case i gone mad ,i can punch kick slam ....

Feel like crying but no water,very dry cause i didn't drink any water... trying wait then go home and drink some cooling water...

After that mailto:!@#$%^amp;* test i went cck meet my friend and then go bb meet two other friends and go csc play pool... then go home sadly...! :(

Holiday

2009-09-12T11:36:00.004+08:00

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y...... :)

can be quite bored...even thought there freedom. zzzz nth to do ....

next week i going to be busy , got an upcoming exam ! This thursday! I seem to have forgot something to tell... hmmmmm... this week seem to forgot to something too! wonder what isit...

last exam in ite...

2009-09-10T11:36:00.000+08:00

Later in the afternoon going to have my last exam paper for this week and it going to be the hardest of alll cause this ones have many many theory.... :( but after this is school.holiday!!!!!!! :)

wow ...facebook

2009-09-06T19:38:00.000+08:00

On this day of your life, Derrick, we believe God wants you to know...

... that work begins when you don't like what you are doing.

Little children can do the most amazing things with such joy and fun. You were little once too, and knew how to turn everything into a game. So, turn your work into a game, and you will find joy and satisfaction in it. What are some ways you can start being playful with work?

oh i guess this is kind of right don't everyone think so...

sick...

2009-09-06T19:27:00.000+08:00

Today , i'm a bit sick... Down with flu !

Friends...2

2009-09-01T23:30:00.001+08:00

Hey JJ thx for treating us for pool again...:)

Yesterday was fun and enjoining! haha

Weather..

2009-09-01T13:44:00.000+08:00

Today is the day , i been waiting for! The day i able to relax on a super cold weather and watch a funny sad exciting anime without thinking of studies althought exam coming ...O.o awwww..... somebody stopped me!

Head full of stuff! teacherday...

2009-09-01T11:57:00.000+08:00

MY blog is back and it better...
Yesterday , I went back to secondary school and primary school.
For retaking PSLE ,N-level and O-level !!!! (Joking)

Today was TeacherDay and schools celebrating it yesterday . I only able to went back to WWSS but not my primary school cause i do not have time . Meeting my friends for pool at 2. Let me seee there Mr Lao mongyong , Mr Lim hanling ,errr... oppes...! Anyway HAPPY TEACHER DAY to all my teachers...

After the pool i got a good news , kor got 8 points for driving!
and i still driving ....zzzzz But i will do my best to beat his score!!! aim 4 point or <8 point will do the trick! hgahaha .... ytd do not know after i reach bbdc suddenly feels very tired mental and body ... so tired... but i still go for driving and did better than before i guess..

Driving!!!

2009-08-29T14:58:00.000+08:00

I passed my lesson but i got 36 points and 2eggs... zzzzz

I did the pallel parking well. i was slowly moving back with full left turn and i had pass the first pole. Then I turn two right on the wheel and the i turn back my head and looked at the right, but suddenly the pole first outer right one , move right and left which it like i hit it but i had pass it how i able to hit ....! I know i didn't hit it if i did it will drop left side but it move right and left .

Then outside near hometeam before turn right , I try to move fast but stop by him cause something coming.I only saw a silver car and it was very far away but he said got bike at the leftside....then i lose point 2 eggs... T_T but really only car went passed... errr "help.?"

He say "turn light" and "turn right" make me lose point.... i had alreadly turn on before he said ask me to turn light so i just drived on after the first called. Then he repeat again" turn light" and this time i heard "turn right" so i give a signal ---> then he said what u doing ???.... duh turn right ? didn't you say? then he go check if the light is on... duh it on....

Boys...

2009-08-29T14:36:00.000+08:00

Taken from my friend... ( cannot say who ! sry...)
but his ans have change to mine....!:p

*Belive it or not.......
1. Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. they prefer neatand presentable girls.(Ya...)
2. Guys hate flirts.(A little...)
3.When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're notthinking the way he is.(YES that right!)
4. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep,they always think about the girl they truly care about ..(yeah...)
5. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your badcharacteristics.(TRUE!.)
6. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.(HELL YEAH!)
7. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.(sometime)
8. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.(errr don't think so.)
9. When a girl says 'no', a guy hears it as 'try again tomorrow'..... so true.(yup but more like try again later.)
10. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.(some ppl only.)
11. Guys love their moms.(Of cos dude,are you stupid?)
12. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a coupleof roses.(True for me???)
13. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn'tmean that the guy likes her.(ya true)
14. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.(So true ...But i don't say out my true feeling!)
15. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.(Erm,i not sure of myself?but this is not true.)
16. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face ofthe earth faster than girls can.(yup my firend and i does it before!)
17. Like Eve, girls are guys' weaknesses.(-_- so sad that the weakness for some.)
18. Guys are very open about themselves.(yes!)
19. It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.(ya ya ya)
20. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.(Hey not me ! I don't!)
21. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not thatmuch pretty.(AGREE !)
22. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone tolisten to him. You don't need to give advice ... very true.(U got that right.)
23. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teasesyou.(I think so too)
24. Guys keep secrets that girls tell them.(Some only)
25. Guys think too much.(every single minute!Sometime we don't even know what am i thinking...)
26. Guys fantasies are unlimited.(It endless for me=P.)
27. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weightdoes! ... very true.(LIKE REAL lor.)
28. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become toopossessive. So watch out girls!!!(I don't know...)
29. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic isabout girls.(CHIOBU,CHIOBU!Hahas.(for my friend) i don't knowwhat to say sometime)

30. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see himpraying sometimes.(Even though most of the time it don't come true...)
31. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.(some are april fool so watch out=P.Hahas.)
32. Guys hate girls who overreact.(Really!)
33. Guys love you more than you love them IF they are serious in yourrelationships.(...Don't wish to answer this...)Doesn't this all make sense?(ya lor...)

THIS THE DAY....

2009-08-28T23:29:00.000+08:00

BLOG STILL THE SAME .... AHHHHHH..........

TODAY IS THE DAY , THAT MY HEART WHICH HAVE BEEN WAITTING FOR !!! O LEVEL ENGLISH ORAL.... WAHHHHHH SAY TO ME THAT I WILL PASSS.... I DON'T WAN PPL SAY "HOPE THAT U WILL" OR "WISH THAT U WILL"....

I WANT: "SURELY U WILL PASS!!!!"WAHHH....

2.00PM WILL START... SO I GOING AT 12 GO BBDC PUT MONEY FOR MY ACCOUNT JUST IN CASE. THEN GO OUT EAT ALONE.... THEN GO FOR 'IT'!
(I THINK 12 IS TOOO EARLY....BUT I THINK EARLY IS BETTER THAN LATE OR NEVER COME! JUST HOPE THAT I DON'T GET LOST OR CANNOT FIND THE SCH :P)

Agrhhh....

2009-08-26T12:27:00.000+08:00

Agrhhhh blog again gone wild.... zzz anyway i had added new song ! Machi Didi...The Kid Rappers!!! cool!
You got to check it out!

What a nightmare....

2009-08-22T23:10:00.000+08:00

What a nightmare I having this morning... I was very tired at my parent's shop so I took a nap. Then I had a dream.

I was laying down on a mat like what i had done just now before I sleep. Suddenly my mum and joanne asked me to colour ! The pic got alot of apples,there sky and a road . At first I coloured one of the apple ,red. Which everyone will do at my age.Right?Then I coloured the road dark brown but colour half way only. The weird thing happened now is that I suddenly felt the colour pencils become SOFT! Huh soft??? That what I suddenly thought of....
Then I coloured one apple at the back Purple... A purple apple ???Then that same girl took the pencil again.

"
That time I was still laying down by the side with left eye close and right eye open!So I opened my eyes and stood up , walked out to get cyarons of dark brown. Then I told my mum to get red colour for me.
I lay down again closed the same eye and coloured. However , I took the wrong colour. I took light brown!(colour of the shit) Around this colour<<<. So I got up again to take the colour . Came back and lay with one eye closed and started to colour the road brown . However , something feakly happen, the colour I holding was light brown again! huh??? So i repated again stood up took dark brown, put back light brown , lay down and closed eye. Started to colour right away but it was light brown again .
I got feaked out !Then I woke up sweating
"
, turned and looked at my mum and joanne which at other side .

They were talking and I thought I was safe! So I turn back AND STARTED TO COLOUR THE PIC! WTF I WAS FEAKED OUT RIGHT AWAY! THROW THE LIGHT BROWN CYARON AWAY . MY EYE SUDDENLY LOOKED AT THE LIGHT COLOUR CYARON . THEN I NOTED THAT MY LEFT EYE WAS CLOSED AND I WAS LAYING DOWN! THEN THIS:

"
That time I was still laying down by the side with left eye close and right eye open! So I opened my eyes and stood up , walked out to get cyarons of dark brown. Then I told my mum to get red colour for me.
I lay down again closed the same eye and coloured. However , I took the wrong colour. I took light brown!(colour of the shit) Around this colour<<<. So I got up again to take the colour . Came back and lay with one eye closed and started to colour the road brown . However , something feakly happen, the colour I holding was light brown again! huh??? So i repated again stood up took dark brown, put back light brown , lay down and closed eye. Start to colour right away but it was light brown again . I got feaked out ! Then I woke up sweating ,
"

THIS KEEP REPATING ITSELF AS MY LEFT EYE OPENED AND CLOSED AROUND 5 TIMES AND EACH TIME IT GET FASTER AND FASTER.

I don't know what to do and I thought I woke up but I was wrong ! I never had this kind of dream before . So I don't know how to wake up.(really feaked out) Then I really don't know what happened and woke up just like that! As the same pose as how I slep just now . I checked my side right away if there a pic , cyaron beside me and my eye was it closed. Phew... Everything was not! I don;t even want to ask my mum about it or they think I crazy . Also i don't wan to recalled that that thing again. It make me sick and dizzy! Now to think of it , I feel like i watching a horror moive of someone mind flashback :X

The only thing I can prove that I woke up was my mum words right after I wake up . She said this : " Why you everytime come here will fall alsleep ,huh?"thank mum...For the next few hours later I kept myself awake with my PSP and food.

Friends ...

2009-08-19T22:53:00.000+08:00

Hidding from the rain and snow, why do all my friends feel all so low?
Looking at crowd at street , listen to my own heartbeat!
So many people , feeling super low...
Tell me what to do , so that you feel fine!

Take me to your heart , take me to your soul.
Treat me as a friend before we broke!
Show You what Friendship if you don't have a clue!
They say " FRIENDSHIP LAST FOREVER! ",
So don't put me away...
Friends stay together, Never break away!

Take me to your heart , take me to your soul.

(to be continue)

Blog have just recovered!!!!

2009-08-19T21:59:00.000+08:00

MY blog is back to it self again !!! :) :) :)

But the font size cannot click zzzzz :( sian! However, i still happy for it ! Loving it

Today was a happy and sad, busy and happy-go-lucky , tiring and enjoying day...

Do not know what do I mean, fine ! I tell you. I was busy in the early morning but still late! My friends and I rushed to school with a happy-go-lucky faces ! Late for class , do some punshments .SOB.

After school ,my friends and I went to bugis to have lunch. Also my friend went to buy some tshirt. One black ,One white ,but the white one is too small for him so gave me . I think i pay him back tomorrow. We had an enjoying shoping even i only do window shopping :P

Later ,I went to play pool! I made many many .... DQ( Hit the Ball8 in the pocket)!!!! DIAO... wahhh I am soooooo weak! Ben the Champ! (not Ben10)

Deyney went home liao , all so sian ! Even Ben. (Don't be sad or I will also will. Don't make this '12' year old kid cry ! ) ;(

Lastly i rushed to bbdc to drive . I did better than before!(The parking and slope) Super :-) ! Went home late and do this blog before sleep! Chaos !

My blog

2009-08-17T21:32:00.000+08:00

Yes, it is getting better day by day that is my blog not other or anything else! :P But it is not fully well yet -_- sian... cannot blog to inprove my english.

New song in blog!

2009-08-16T22:13:00.000+08:00

hahahahaha .... finally i found the song! Zhang Xue You - Wen Bie 吻别!

zzzz my blog still got something wrong...-_-""

Oh no....

2009-08-15T23:07:00.000+08:00

What the hell going on with this blog? I can't change front, posted pic .... This is suck!

bless you

2009-08-08T23:28:00.000+08:00

May your GOD be with YOU !

Hehe...

2009-08-08T15:45:00.000+08:00

NewDay!

Today i thought that my yesterday 's fucking bad day still here because when i try to used the internet , the no connetion . what the fuck! The phone also cannot use when i want to call my mum to tell her about it. Just then at 9.00Am , the singtel ppl came to our house .Shocking! i forgot that they comming today... Yeah!... busy busy busy :P

FUCK DAY!

2009-08-08T14:05:00.000+08:00

It was really a Fucking Bad Friday....

Every colour showed one kind of my bad luck! count it while you read...

Everything went fucking wrong!!! Early in the morning ,I went to school with my friends ,like always but everything started to turn bad when I reached school.

Firstly, i forgot to bring my paper to school for my IC prat.

Secondly, I cannot do any prat, because of my hand got 'corn'. It hurt so I could not any wear gloves.

Then ,lesson ended so my friends and I went to have lunch at larvender . We took the train to get there . Everyong was tried when we were on train so we sat on the floor which is opposide the opening door .I was at the left side near to the glass and the nearest to the MRT driver carbin. We sat at the first carbin there quietly and played cards . Just around nearly going to reach there , the third fucking bad luck happen!

There a man came into the train and the place was not much people around . This fucking stupid guy came to toward and STOOD in front of me . I moved my legs so that i wounld not trip people .BUT THIS FUCKING GUY MOVED BACK TOO... HIS FUCKING BUTT IS FUCKING FACING ME AND I HAVE NO MORE SPACE TO MOVE ANY MORE! IT WAS FUCKING CLOSE! It was less than one arm space . His shoe even started to touch my leg .

Then ,when the train reached larvender , I kicked and hit and sholve him away without any sorry .I saw him looked at me but i don't fucking care about him. As I walked out toward the door i pointed at him just about the door closeD. XP haha take that ! We went to beach road to have our lunch. We went to eat a malay foods which the forth started.

THOSE PEOPLE DON"T EVEN LISTEN TO ME x2!!! FUCK !

Hate the day.Ben and my food came last... It was darn "X"!!! So small the food is yet it is $5... Ben called something to drink but the guy didn't served him only two cups of milo ice for Deyney and Faris ...LUCKY I didn't called any .I just eat and walked off.

Then I went to meet my mum at Bugis. We went to OG to buy some present and ei went to see if there any wallet for me to buy. I saw many wallets and i wan to choose all but only can get one . So choose one that i like most and ask to have new one . She showed me so i can check but the coin part there was not well make and it was the last . I have no choice but choose another kind of wallet.However, the next one also the same .So does the next one and the next next one and the next next next one !

BLOODLY HELL ! ALL ARE THE FUCKING SAME!

I can't buy spoit wallet... SO I went to buy a blue watch at bugis street.We then came to handphone shop. My mum want to buy a case of my dad 's handphone and saw 2 types . One flip by the side costed$16 and one by the top which costed $18. We brought two $16 but when we reached my parent's shop , I found out that the case cannot open the cam where the a button was block! FUCK...

So I hurried rush back to the handphone shop to exchange or refund.I could not get refunded.

So I have to change with items. The $18 case seem to have the hole for me to put so I wanted to exchange two black ones with two black one plus some more money . However ,fucking saddly only got one black and other colours is red and pink. diao... I took the black case and the other one I took was a ear phone.Both costed $18. so total was $36 and I paid $4 more and hurried returned to my parent's shop.

I was fucking tired! My legs hurting me... My parent and i closed the shop and off by car to fetched my Joanne. I was sleeping at the front seat.When she came in the car , she TALK AT A SUPER LOUD VOICE! Fuck! Can't i rest????

I become super moody ,tired and very dry. i asked my mum to buy my food while i looked for seats.She was angry at me for been lazy! I kept on drinking and drink . Soon i ran out of both food and water.

After dinner, we went to buy milk power for joanne but there was none so we walked to another stall , still dn't have any . We walked all around the town and find none.Wahhh now ,I really darn fucking dry.

I cannot wait to went home drink a cooling cold plain water...But when we reach home the freezer's door was not close! Fuck!!!! I wan cold water!!!!My mum was Nagging at everyone...Ahgrrrrrr..... I wan peace!

I went to bath and went right back to my room.I sat at the corner of my room without turning on any light and I was doing nothing.... Waiting for the day to pass . I did not even touch my computer . Nothing.... and soon i went to sleep. Even i sleep, bad luck still there. I was woke up by something loud at 11.45 pm .God darn it! Then i waited 12 , everything was peace!....

About me... From fb

2009-08-05T21:09:00.000+08:00

True or Not???About me... From fb

What does your name REALLY mean?

Your name means moon.
Moon = Peaceful, bright, intelligent and beautiful.

Perfume For Your Zodiac Sign
Aquarius has an airy, cerebral, philosophical energy. Metaphorically speaking, Aquarius sign symbolizes the ideal of mankind, and has the role of a teacher. It was particularly difficult to construct this perfume, because most of the essences associated with Aquarius are very airy and most of them already made an entrance in the other perfumes. I chose essences that regretfully I am no longer able to obtain including hyacinth. And so, this will be the last batch of its kind. It includes, besides hyacinths, sweet neroli, an abundance of the ethereal rosewood essence, light and airy lavender oil, elemi, sandalwood, myrrh and frankincense. For the next batch I will be replacing the haycinth with linden blossom. This will certainly change the scent, but not the essence of the perfume which is light and heady (but not in an overpowering floral way) just a little less sweet than it is now.

Derrick just discover his/her months of birth personality
Discover what your month say about you.
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious

discover his (her) fortune is Excellent
WISH:At first it seems to be impossible,but later comes true.
EXPECTED VISITOR:Something is wrong with him(her). He(she) won't come.
BUSINESS:Don't buy now, or you'll lose.
STUDY:It's all right. LOVE:You'll soon be happy.
TRAVEL:Put it off. It's not time to travel.

Which Type of Driver and Car you should Drive
Congratulations! You're a Cool Dude, remaining calm and focussed at all times. You drive defensively and don't let other drivers' actions get to you. You preserve your own space on the road, and you hate people who drive in the wrong motorway lane. You love driving and you love your car, keeping it well maintained and serviced. Top Tips: Keep up the defensive driving. Likely to clash with: You wouldn't demean yourself thinking about it. You drive: A high-specification luxury car.

me bad???

2009-08-04T21:44:00.000+08:00

Am I a bad boy???

Today , I did it again.... didn't go to T&F. Lazy? sian? i don't know...:P
I think i am just playing a fool of myself! I don't even know what i think or doing what right and left. XP What I really want to do? I want to study but don't feel like to start to write, want to go for a run but don't feel like moving , when my eye started to hurt and feeled like sleep but feel like doing something.

MAN.... am I crazy or mad???do not feel like same as before which like just not in the mood and feel it that it is just not the right time...
I just can't feel the right mood to do the thing i want... y isit not like the last time when i was young ? I think i am missing something but what ?
i know i been looking for something since sec3 but what? which is the one ? which the feeling i looking for ?

Hope i can get the excitment back when i was young before "o"... i think that what i looking for! Hope is the right one )X)

2009-08-02T22:44:00.000+08:00

Way to cure headache!

Hey let tell u a way that my friend teach me ...

Any thing happen , plz plz plz don't find me...

Go this webside to find this person at the end of the post...

NOW! I'm going to teach u smth....
and it's really work... :)

Firstly , see that wall in front of you.
Secondly , put your head near to the wall.
Thirdly , put all your courage in this ,if not u got to repeat it.
Then , close your eyes and BANG the wall.
And lastly say "Stupid" as loud as you can !

So does it work???
No? try again...
Yes ? great, are you cure?
something happen? Go away! Told you not to find me...
http://www.p-eiiyii.blogspot.com/

Photo updated...

2009-08-02T12:56:00.000+08:00

*It's their birthday outing....

(Deyney & Vanessa)

We changed our plan due to wet weather... wan to know when?

can't tell you... If u know when that good ,don't know it's ok :)

**Home going !

I got bored so i took some pic while walking ....

***Boys Outing Day :P.... (when only boys having fun! )

Only us playing pool... I am sooooo going to train! so suck !

***=Latest *=oldest

zzz

2009-08-02T00:14:00.000+08:00

zzzz sian just come home with my family....

i think i later update my blog with photos :) new fresh photo :) fun happy
but first i will sleep ! night

Ahhh my leg cram , ach , numb and in pain!

2009-07-30T23:47:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhh.... My left leg is in cram , ach ,numb and pain!!!

Today , I didn't went to my cca. Firstly, cause my friends didn't go ! Secondly , I got driving on 9.55pm so I fear that i didn't have time to have dinner and others thing tooo... Lastly , I don't want to overused my leg. You would know that if i go for run , my leg will be tired and later i will not have any energy to press the clutch as i be doing stage 3 in inside the BBDC.

Today in school was fine! I have lot of fun as always. :) Having lot of laughter with my brothers ( Deyney and Benjamin) haha...Joking around and playing but we also did listen to study well and hard ! Right bros? However, at today Ac prat , it was ........ boring......... ! she kept on talking and talking but that don't mind. The problem was that is also not loud and Fun in the talking ... zzzz Putri was listening and awhile she was sleeping even me too going to be sleeping as I got bored with it!

Now I just return of BBDC, took a taxi back!On the taxi , i was listen to a song which was long lost i guess. It was being awhile i heard it , i think i was around pri sch time. The song was 'Qien wan'( my chinese suck, so sorry) by one of 四大天王 the four great chinese singers named 'Zhang (what) you '? . It was nice which was long time never hear when my grandparents used to sing.I missed those days , i wished i can find this song. here one of the video of what they looked like i think .http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D-VE5TQeCKw

I was draging my left leg ! ouch! It was aching , numb a little , cram and in pain! My instructor told me that I was good but the returning was forgetful and the returning of the wheel , I keep forgeting...grrrr
I also keep forgeting where to turn when I was doing the pallel parking

Arghhhhhh..... why I kept forgeting ???

Sick???

2009-07-27T18:00:00.000+08:00

Hey R u Sick???

I think i am going to be sick....Everyone is sick!O.o My friends in school one by one started to fell ill ! HEY , even my friends from secondary school too when i was reading their blog and facebook comment. Now I think I'm also going to be sick >:(

H1N1, Flu, Fever ,ect....U SUCK! Get losttt!!!!>:(

!23$%^7*@#$%6*#$56&*78

New updated photos

2009-07-26T19:31:00.000+08:00

New Update of Photos Starting :

Oversea trips...Malaysia!

Joanne's 5th Birthday 21July2009

Desmond and Joanne's celebration 24July

It make me feel loney and hurt tooo....

2009-07-25T23:30:00.000+08:00

It make me feel very lonely and hurt tooo..... :(

I do not like friends to fight among each other and also don't like them NOT to tell me the problem too.

Am i a friend that is not trustful and helpfull?

Or just not your friend?

Am i just a replacement so that u can find other friend when u got new school or some other places where we cannot meet each other for long?

Or just i am not good enought for you tell me?

Fear me to make things worst?

Or am I just too brothersome?

Is it because it is a small matter so you think you can handed it quickly?

Or is it because it does not matter to me???

Small matter can make thing big if you did not know that ! And can cause others too,hurt....

I hated it ... really hated it ! It make me lonely when two friends fight with each other . And when i don't know it , i ask u guys to come out to hang out , you guys will say " if he come , i will not go ". So what should i do ? Only called one of my friend ?It make me hard to decide who should side with ,when i want both of you to hang out!

It's painful!

Do think of people around you ? Does it saying "SORRY " to another friend , hard? You make people around worry even harder! I will feel lonely , hurt, sad and scared just because you guys not friends.

Just do not left me alone in this stupid, dark, cold, not good, fucking, suck, no fun, lonely place with no friends..... Don't leave me alone!

Don't know you guys , everyone , any of you , all my friends, had ever experience lonelyness??? I did and it don't feel good... make me want to burst out go crazy...
Just don't make me lonely !

Hurry both of you go be friend with each other ,

I don't care who is wrong and settle it so no one worry .

New blog skin....

2009-07-18T09:35:00.000+08:00

Note!!
New skin of mine ....no more emo emo emo blog skinn.... better than old one!

long time no read/type

2009-07-04T21:58:00.000+08:00

YO.... long time no see! It's been a while...

Don't spoil the fun, and keep it going............ Type out the sentence you end up with in the TITLE of your note and tag your friends.==========
Pick the month you were born:
January-------I kicked
February------I loved
March--------I karate chopped
April----------I licked
May----------I jumped on
June----------I smelled
July-----------I did the Macarena With
August--------I had lunch with
September----I danced with
October-------I sang to
November-----I yelled at
December-----I ran over

============Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1-------a birdbath
2-------a monster
3-------a phone
4-------a fork
5-------a snowman
6-------a gangster
7-------my mobile phone
8-------my dog
9-------my best friends' boyfriend/girlfriend
10-------my neighbor
11-------my science teacher
12-------a banana
13-------a fireman
14-------a stuffed animal
15-------a goat
16-------a pickle
17-------your mom
18-------a spoon
19------ - a smurf
20-------a baseball bat
21-------a ninja
22-------Chuck Norris
23-------a noodle
24-------a squirrel
25-------a football player
26-------my sister
27-------my brother
28-------an iPod
29-------a surfer
30-------a homeless guy
31-------a llama

===============What is the last number of the year you were born:
1--------- In my car
2 --------- On your car
3 ----------- In a hole
4 ----------- under your bed
5 ----------- Riding a Motorcycle
6 --------- sliding down a hill
7 --------- in an elevator
8---------- at the dinner table
9 -------- In line at the bank
0 -------- in your bathroom

===============Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:
White---------because I'm cool like that
Black---------because that's how I roll.
Pink-----------because I'm NOT crazy.
Red-----------because the voices told me to.
Blue-----------because I'm sexy and I do what I want
Green---------because I think I need some serious help.
Purple---------because I'm AWESOME!
Gray----------because Big Bird said to and he's my leader.
Yellow--------because someone offered me 1,000,000 dollars
.Orange--------because my family thinks I'm stupid anyway.
Brown---------because I can.
Other----------because I'm a Ninja!
None----------because I can't control myself!

===============Now type out the sentence you made, in the TITLE line and tag your friends in the note.

As for me : I kicked an Ipod in my car because i think i need some serious help !
I kicked an Ipod in my car because i can't control myself! ( i change my chothes in the middle cause the weather was very darn warm!

Photos updates!!!!

2009-06-10T21:20:00.001+08:00

Photo Funs!!!Woooh...

Sushi Making...!(LLA)

Traver's Birthday

Games' day & walk a ton???:P

Swimming Lesson (S&W)

TeleMatch!!!

*** There are more but don't know y cannot put in it...

Driving!!!

2009-05-30T18:01:00.000+08:00

29 May 2009...
It was my first time going out to the road and at night but on my way to the road, out of nowhere , an old man riding his bike CAME RUSHING OUT ! I almost crashed on to him ! Lucky we braked hard to miss him. It was the best as i was driving outside than inside going around .Today lesson was the best i ever had.However , i still stalled the car 3 times haiz ....

30May2009
Second times going out but first time driving when it was raining. Again I stalled the car mor than yeterday by some stupid thing happen...But today I drived a bit far then before! I drove to queenway! I broke my recoded ! haha...:P

100 Truths

2009-05-08T21:28:00.000+08:00

What i wrote in my Facebook>>> all about me:P

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.
(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Ice soda.
2. Last phone call: 7.16pm.
3. Last text message: IC for cca right?.
4. Last song you listened to: Tai Zi You Jui Jui Wo.
5. Last time you cried: Jan i guess.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: no.
7. Been cheated on: Many ppl.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No.
9. Lost someone special: Yes.
10. Been depressed: Yes.
11. Been drunk and threw up: No.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Blue
13. Red
14.White

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yes!
16. Fallen out of love: No.
17. Laughed until you cried: YES.
18. Met someone who changed you:Yes.
19. Found out who your true friends were:NO Not yet.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Nope.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Ya.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Erm a majority.
23. How many kids do you want to have: Idk many i guess :P.
24. Do you have any pets: Yes, FishA, FishB, FishC, FishD,FishE.
25. Do you want to change your name: Not really.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Keep myself alive?.
27. What time did you wake up today: 5.55AM
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Laying on bed, sleeping.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: EVERYTHING THAT GOOD FOR ME.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 1s ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My Bloody Stupid Idiot Self !!!
.32. What are you listening to right now: The sound of my typing.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No. None named that but maybe...
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Still myself.
35. Most visited webpage: Blogger, Facebook .
36. Whats your real name: Are you blind?
37. Nicknames:Derrick!!!.
38. Relationship Status: Single.
39. Zodiac sign: Horse40. Male or female?: Male
41. Elementary?: DPS-CPS
42. Middle School?: WWSS
43. High school/college?: ITECS
44. Hair colour: Black-Brown
45. Long or short: Damn Stort!
46. Height: 165. Needa to grow more MORE.
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: I guess so
.48: What do you like about yourself?: NTH
.49. Piercings: 1
50. Tattoos: Ouch no.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty.
FIRSTS :52. First surgery: Dunno.
53. First piercing: Last year.
54. First best friend: Ben.
55. First sport you joined: Badminton
56. First vacation: M'sia
58. First pair of trainers: uh it black shorts, i think?

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Air
60. Drinking: H2O(g)
61. I'm about to: Sleep
62. Listening to: The sound of my typing.
63. Waiting on: Time.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Maybe yes .
65. Get Married?: Not yet still long.
66. Career?: Magician / doctor/scienceist perhaps.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Neither /trouble maker.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No
77. Drank hard liquor: N
o78. Lost glasses/contacts: No!
79. Sex on first date: No
80. Broken someone's heart: ya.
82. Been arrested: No
83. Turned someone down: Yes
84. Cried when someone died: ya
85. Fallen for a friend?: I dunno if it counts. =/

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Not really(super hate)
87. Miracles: YES
88. Love at first sight: Yes
89. Heaven: Ya
90. Santa Claus: Not anymore since he doesn't gimme presents for Christmas >8(
91. Kiss on the first date: No
92. Angels: ya

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Uh no?
95. Did you sing today?: ya
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: ya many or should i say almost everyone?
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: K1 to Pri 1.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?:28Jan restart school retake olevel
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Sometimes.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Duh ?

Theory Test Done!

2009-05-07T20:32:00.001+08:00

7/5/09(Thursday)
Yahooooo.... I had just passed my Final theory test with all failed FTP :P . I think I am JUST lucky to get a pass for it! LOL ! Today I went to school as always but today my friend and I suddenly felt unwell in the MRT . Rats , there was not enough air and we got out of the train . With that, we were late for school.Zzz...
6/5/09(Wednesday)
Wahh... I went for driving and stalled the car about 5 times LOL still not good at it . It a new teacher better then before and sometime I made some good turns. hahaz I did drived the car round and round well but there a part where its turn to the left is harder to turn, also the 90* turn needed to turn a lot of times which is harder than what I done before ! OH I almost forgot that i went to KBox with my friend before going to BBDC . I stay there a while only like from 1 to 2. They sang well! I didn't get to sing and touch the things because I don't know, just enjoy at there listening to them! really !!! only know Tong hua or lemon tree :P(see i am weak in music) really I don't know ...
5/5/09(Tuesday)
I decided to drop about taking taekwedo and took part on track and field! Tiring ... It been a long time I begin to run . I think the last ran I did was before this year. Today we were told to run 10 sets of 300 meters! LOL( I don't feel like carried on the story liao tooo tired :p)
4/4/09(Monday)
The school told everyone to bring thermometer to check for H1N1(Swine(pig) flu) Ok and I did but in the end I needed to buy a new one .It was because after lunch my themometer showed me having 37.7*c to 38.2*c .LOL ! It must be the hot weather and the room NEVER even on air-con! lol

New blog skin again!!

2009-04-29T23:36:00.000+08:00

Haha changed blog skin again ! This the nicest ....:P
Today just now just went to the SEAB there to pay for the late payment sob! Suddenly it rained cats and dogs ! My clothes were WET! VERY WET!!
After that i came back home and sleep until 3pm and went to BBDC for driving ! LOL I was Suck! Keep on stalls the car because i sometime too fast and sometime too slow press the clutch... But in the end i passed the lesson 1 & 2 :p wahhaha

!!!

2009-04-25T19:38:00.000+08:00

I thought i going to crazy and mad! i had plan to go BBDC with my kor and joanne but before i went to check on the training again i able to find slot on the April and May! YES!! The last time i saw there not even one APRIL AND MAY and the date was 3/6 ... Wahhhh so Late ??Then again i'm so lucky to get the slot! Thank to whoever she/he is to sell the slot to me !

Hotest days...

2009-04-25T17:57:00.000+08:00

These days were soo... warm! At night , I could not even sleep . I keep turning myself all over to find a relex pose to sleep zzzz.... In the end I didn't have much sleep although it help me to wake up early to go school. During the day , it so hot that my skin become red and I started to sweat a lot than before ...Really so warm!
Talking about skin ,I just change my blog skin again ! That old skin seem to have problem...So i change find another... :P

I need so help!!!

2009-04-22T14:51:00.001+08:00

AHHH .... I don't know what to Plan . I need to go to sch and for driving lesson . The time slot for both is fine but not the traveling time... WHAT TO DO???

New blog skin !!!

2009-04-22T14:36:00.000+08:00

I just change A NEW BLOG SKIN...! The old ones Gone so i just change to this fun blog skin and make ur own! IT IS FUN

School...

2009-04-16T20:45:00.000+08:00

This week school was opened...
It was fine , not bad/good! Why i said that was the school was only darn far and big! I keep made myself lost :P However , all my friends are open-minded and the people are fine too no different from westwood sec ... I took tawekdo as my cca but I changed my mind because of the time for me to return home which around or going midnight . I think i choose photograph as my cca ! Hohoha it going to be fun but i still waiting for them to sms me :p
Hey i forgot to tell everyone that i got my PDL already! now i just want to see how my sch going to go so i can plan my driving lesson HOHOHA!

Passed !! yahoo!

2009-03-23T12:00:00.001+08:00

I just PASSED my BTT... YES!!! HAHA ... Today was very warm , so warm, very warm ! haha . That bus172 so bad don't on the air-con grrrrr so warm...! Anyway i am in good mood so i forgive him haha !:P

Fun days agains...!

2009-03-15T14:17:00.000+08:00

Singapore's Flyer! Stella's 13 birthday!(weeliang's 18Birthday)

Yesterday , my family and my aunt 's family with some friends went to singapore flyer ! Its around 6pm :) I can't say much about how it feel to be on that think but even u scare of hight , u would not fear althought it will feel that it has stop. The whole round last for 30 mins :P But too bad we unable to see sunset or nice weather cause of the cloud which about going to bring rain! I bought myself a wrist ban. 1 for $4 and 3 for $10. I should have brought 3 which for $10 so i give stella for birthday and other for weeliang but i no money ...sob sorry.When we got out joanne and the kids play the balls on water they call it 'uncle ringo' ! They had lot of fun! Then joanne and other kids eat ice-cream . Joanne eat mix berry on cup . It very sour but nice!

Hey look at this pic that this bug take free ride on our flyer haha. Arhhh the biggest bug flying around singapore! Look it attack a small boat! arrhhh big trouble!hahax

Soon we went to my cousin ,stella, house to celebrate her birthday . Sorry about the persent.here are the pics.Happy birthday to You, stella and weeliang!

FTE....Passed!

2009-03-02T20:21:00.001+08:00

I had just PASSED my FTE!! It was my first try ! wooh.. I am soo happy because for practice i had fail all but now i got 94% . I have inprove. WAHHHAHHAHA....

Today I 'm so happy so i went to swimming with my friends at jurong east . We play so long and so late lol . We had lot of fun:)Althought there not much and many people. :P

Boring days...

2009-02-24T21:05:00.000+08:00

20Feb09 Fun at IMM...

These few days I got nothing to do and nowhere to go . Boring!!! On friday, my family went to IMM , nothing to eat too but lot of places to go ! My mom , aunt and I went to Giant buy some chocolates and food so my dad and joanne went to the playground to play and the water games too and got soked from head to toe .That day was during night time so it cold. After that she change her clothes and took photo at the stage... look up! She got A LOT OF POSE to pose ! I wonder where she learn them ...haha!

21Feb09 Fun at RC ( birthday party)

This day was the two in one birthday party; Cyrus and his grandfather(if i not wrong) birthday party at jurong east RC! WOOOH, there's super lot of people . The kids (not me) which is below 12,were having lot of fun. I went there to eat a buffet . Eat till i become fatfat!haha... Kids having lot of fun because there a clown in the party .It a real one ! Doing many stuffs like making things and animal out of ballons, magic trick ,games and more! Then ,of couse the cake cutting ceremony ! My cousins, brother ,godsis with her boyfriend and myself were outside chitchating about psp and others more . We didn't want to go in because there no space and warm inside ... Happy birthday and thank for inviting us to the party!