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Around few more days....

A few more days to o-level and I still doing my old way for this year. i haven't start any thing and haven't done any things . I got a very hopeless feeling this year . this feeling is very uneasy and it maked me hate it very much as i hate myself... I do not feel like stopping it too cause i might i feel nothing but it seem that i was waiting something like waiting for the right time and date but when was it ?

These secondary years, i had not been sleeping well and once in a blue moon i had dream in my sleep. however last night i had a dream but i cannot seem to remember them. when i woke up i have felt very happy and ready for next . thank to today exam in school i have to pull myself off the bed which i had did badly ... HOW I REALLY HOPE I COULD RETURN TO THE PAST! if i really did, i want to return when i was in pri 1or 2which was 1998 -1999 the early of that year ... but i know it only happen in fantasy. ON the other hand i do believe in fantasy like magic , supernatural ,ect HOPE IT REALLY REAL CAUSE I AM COULD NOT WAIT FOR STUFF LIKE THESE :)