Saturday, May 9, 2015

Ns life

Oh YA i haven't posted anything since i went into Ns.

Timeline: ( not complete forgotten some parts)

2014
04th Aug 2014 sent to Tekong, post into Falcon company, platoon 3, section 1, bed 10 (botak liao)
21st Aug 2014 1st Book Out
06 Sept 2014 1st Confinement
19 Sept 2014 Singapore discovery centre
22 Sept 2014 1st Field Camp
11th Oct 2014 24 km, POP (The Float @ Marina Bay)

Next phase
20th Oct 2014 Posted to 2SIR, A Coy INF trooper
12th Nov 2014 1st Section Outing (Crazy Elephant)

2015
22nd-24th Mar 2015 Outfields
26th Mar 2015 Activated for LKY
02nd Apr 2015 32km, CSB completed
07th Apr 2015 1st Battalion Cohesion @Sentosa
08th Apr 2015 2nd Section Outing @Plaza Singapura
12th-26th Apr 2015 Ex. Lancer Burnei

Updates:
13th May 2015 First Night Out
24th May 2015 Brigade Anniversary
20th June 2015 First Saturday Burned NDP
27th June 2015 Second Saturday Burned NDP
4th July 2015 Third Saturday Burned NDP
11th July 2015 Fourth Saturday Burned NDP (juying pri)
18th July 2015 Fifth Saturday Burned NDP (Dazhong Pri)
23rd July 2015 Dragon Boat Training
25th July 2015 Sixth Saturday Burned NDP (ST. ANDREWS AUTISM SCHOOL)
30th July 2015 Floating Platform 
31st July 2015 Hari Raya
1st Aug 2015 Seventh Saturday Burned NDP
9th Aug 2015 Eighth/Last Saturday Burned NDP (NDP)
30th Aug 2015 NDP 2015 Appreciation Event at USS 
4th Nov 2015  SAF Tiger Trail
9th Nov- 8th Dec 2015 ARSF
13th Nov 2015 Company Cohesion @ ECP.
29th Dec 2015 Dental

2016
4th Jan 2016 Blood FFI
8th -22 Jan 2016 OpsB
15th Jan 2016 Company Cohesion
23rd Jan 2016 TurnOpsParade
15th- 17th Feb 2016 BME1
29 Feb 2016 LCP
1st - 2nd Mar 2016 CME
28th - 31Mar 2016 BME2
7th April 2016 Social Night
8th April 2016 Block Leave
13th April 2016 Dental FFI
20th April 2016 Medical FFI
26th April 2016 Mbos Evalution and No1 fitting
28th April 2016 Company movie (last Guard duty)
8th -12 May 2016 Atec outfield


NS Life Ex Lancer (Brunei)

Ex.Lancer Brunei (12 April 2015 - 26 April 2015)

The experience of the Ex.Lancer in Brunei has become one of my unforgettable harsh regretful training yet memorable trip.
It was a harsh training due to the unbearable weather, badass terrains, annoying cadres, never lighten field loads and irritating SAW and Bangalore during the GV village, Mt Biang And the Seven Wonders. Although i have already had expected all these stuffs before coming to Brunei as i had discussed with my uncles and cousins but what made me still think that it was harsh and tough was due to my weak body stamina.
However, Thanks to everyone in my section, my platoon and my company Alpha, I am able to endure throughout the whole training with everyone. With endless happy plus positive chats and action with one and another, shifts taking bangalore had made pain and bruises feel a lot lesser. I'm also get to see many new sides from my fellow brothers. though there are some bad views from them but i;m gonna close my eyes and pretend nothing happen from them. (hope) they do the same if they see some from me)
The most regretful that happened was 2 of my Nike Pro combat( $100+) was thrown away due to mistakes as instruction was not proper given. So i placed them in the ziplock and send back to camp during the day 3. the store men received the bag , wash the uniforms and throw away the others. It a waste as it was new and only used during the first 2 days of Mt Biang. Sadly i can't get it back anymore and learn something from it.
At the end of the last mission, i was happy to receive the Lancer Badge and proudly end the whole training when i walked through the gate. Lastly was the handover of the OC. Begin with a sad speech and ended with a powerful roar was something only with everyone together can give him. Thanks to him, i had a great time in Alpha company when i came from tekong. Wishing him, all the Best and successful journey ahead. Overall this training trip was great.

Sunday, May 18, 2014

Day 18/5/2014

Day 18/5/2014

Today is the day i bring my courage to tell my mum about the it. her reaction was very surprising to me and she act like nothing wrong to me. i not sure it she understand about it. hope she don't others cause i'm scared. i was very worried when i tell her. had very long time to think whatever to tell. i didn't even get to sleep much thinking should i tell. i think now i feel more relieve but still kind of worried after telling... currying still worry...

Wednesday, May 14, 2014

Once again, it has been awhile since i've wrote on this blog. this year is 2014. Going back and forth in this blog together with my life, moods, feeling, action and attitude. i don't know what to do and how to do... keep telling myself to stay happy and be positive. i just can't set my own mind and keep losing my motivation. Argh... i feel like i'm going to lose my mind any moment, plus nowadays i've been losing my sleep.

Soon i'm graduating from my school, Rp. i don't feel sad since i'm not attracted to the school yet i do not feel happy as well. counting down for my graduation: 1 week.O.o

Last month, that "letter" finally came to the house. mixed felling of happy sad excited and scare. what will happen to be when i am inside the camp. will i gain weight? grow taller?? change??? What will happen? i'm scared, that the truth! counting down 3-4 months left.

will everything go well? i hope my family and i be safe and healthy, earn well and have a great successful year smoothly!!

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Happy New Year, 2013!!!

Happy New Year, everyone !!! It's 2013 this year and today is the first day of the year! last year dec 31, had lots of fun with my friends but i burn on my friend while i was a bit tipsy! so sorry SR !!! not on purpose!!!

here my 2013 resolution:

- get fit and healthy
- gain weight (>44kg)
- have abs and chest
- have muscle
- earn money
- study well
- increase my GPA
- make more friends(good and close friends)
- have a gf, maybe*
- buy a camera which i didn't buy last year
- new earpiece and headphone
- have fun and be happy!
- don't make mistakes and cause problem
- wish family and friends safe, well, healthy and happy

Sunday, August 5, 2012

goals for this coming 2 months holiday...

Hello... it has been very boring  these few months. Right now is the starting of the august and do not have much plans. Holidays are coming and drawing near. I do have some plans i makes...
 2 Months Holiday :
1- Scuba driving with my new friend made in this 2nd year 1st sem. :) ( N.S)
2- USS with ITE friends
3- Shift room with brother
4- Go oversea with friends
5- Buy a DSLR camera ( nikon d3200 / d5100)
well these are the things i plan to do... not sure will go do every of them


Monday, July 16, 2012

1 year later

Almost 1 year had past, and i'm back to writing blog in here again... it's has been awhile since i last wrote as i am a bit lazy...


After a year has past, life have not yet change for the better yet things gone bad... last sem was a much better sem as the first year and this year to say the truth but still not everything really become better. there are times, i regret of coming to rp. haiz i'm really feel very lonely bored and sad. i'm still single... i should find myself a gf. wonder who want this skinny kid.


my birthday this year '21st' was not good too although my aunt booked a hotel at Sentosa but i enjoyed my birthday in class more than with others. i never feel this lonely as much as these 2 years...( last year and this year) i really feeling envy with other people and with their friends. really i wonder why my life is like this.


life at home was better although everything starts to break down like my window frame, computer, toilet bowl. this year i able to go over sea with my family :) really feel happy at that week. i went to Taiwan by plane and i really feel blessed and enjoyed. wishing i could stay there although it felt a bit no different from Singapore but the environment is really different. can say Singapore is much more  developed than there but i like it. feel freedom for some days. my cousin and i met a new friend there well we were shopping around. should go oversea more often. i heard when i reach there, i reach on the same day as my favorite kpop boy band ( Big Bang) sadly i didn't met them. this year they coming back to singapore but i can't go cause my parent don't allow ( even though i big enough) plus i no money. T_T


school life is fine but in class i feel bored most of the time, sorry to say this about my class but they are really hardworking till there a dark aura in the room and it hard to study and it like making me feel bored and it is really gloomy. they almost hardly share their work with each other even it is a team. everyone is like thick skin with each other. hais. my grade is also not doing well, what worst is my UT grades, i need to do something about it but i do not know how and what. i really want to do well. i feel tired. 


aigoo... poor me, sad life, lonely days, boredom!!!



Tuesday, August 23, 2011

23 aug2011

IT HAS BEEN A WHILE SINCE THE LAST TIME I POST IN THIS BLOG....

Well things are getting worst or IT IS JUST ME ...! Oh well, the world that i see is a fuck up one! Reality is something that hard to face. Feeling bad, lonely and bored. friend got new friend and dump the old friend. bored!!! days happen like a circle, with everyday the same thing happen over and over again! even my dream i don't know is it a dream or reality. 
This week is my exam week. My result was not very good and effect that i gave was DARN BAD. I got no mood to study.i'm kind of looking forward to my holiday but....
Next week , i am going back to work but whenever i thought of it, i hurt and tiring! i want to quit and enjoy freedom and fun. However, even i got my holiday and quit my part-time work, what can i do? stay at home and rot!
'find friends and go out?' well, i want to but there a lot problems! 1st; wake up late, end up no need to go ... 2nd: where to go? sg is boring place and it is not cheap. 3rd: what to do??? there is nothing to do. 4th:  who to call? all are busy lazy and many others more...
Arghhhh..... fuck my life ! As people grow up, things get bored! my life is suck... what my future will be like ?