Ahhh my leg cram , ach , numb and in pain!

Ahhhhh.... My left leg is in cram , ach ,numb and pain!!!

Today , I didn't went to my cca. Firstly, cause my friends didn't go ! Secondly , I got driving on 9.55pm so I fear that i didn't have time to have dinner and others thing tooo... Lastly , I don't want to overused my leg. You would know that if i go for run , my leg will be tired and later i will not have any energy to press the clutch as i be doing stage 3 in inside the BBDC.


Today in school was fine! I have lot of fun as always. :) Having lot of laughter with my brothers ( Deyney and Benjamin) haha...Joking around and playing but we also did listen to study well and hard ! Right bros? However, at today Ac prat , it was ........ boring......... ! she kept on talking and talking but that don't mind. The problem was that is also not loud and Fun in the talking ... zzzz Putri was listening and awhile she was sleeping even me too going to be sleeping as I got bored with it!

Now I just return of BBDC, took a taxi back!On the taxi , i was listen to a song which was long lost i guess. It was being awhile i heard it , i think i was around pri sch time. The song was 'Qien wan'( my chinese suck, so sorry) by one of 四大天王 the four great chinese singers named 'Zhang (what) you '? . It was nice which was long time never hear when my grandparents used to sing.I missed those days , i wished i can find this song. here one of the video of what they looked like i think .http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D-VE5TQeCKw

I was draging my left leg ! ouch! It was aching , numb a little , cram and in pain! My instructor told me that I was good but the returning was forgetful and the returning of the wheel , I keep forgeting...grrrr
I also keep forgeting where to turn when I was doing the pallel parking



Arghhhhhh..... why I kept forgeting ???

Sick???

Hey R u Sick???

I think i am going to be sick....Everyone is sick!O.o My friends in school one by one started to fell ill ! HEY , even my friends from secondary school too when i was reading their blog and facebook comment. Now I think I'm also going to be sick >:(




H1N1, Flu, Fever ,ect....U SUCK! Get losttt!!!!>:(

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It make me feel loney and hurt tooo....

It make me feel very lonely and hurt tooo..... :(

I do not like friends to fight among each other and also don't like them NOT to tell me the problem too.

Am i a friend that is not trustful and helpfull?

Or just not your friend?

Am i just a replacement so that u can find other friend when u got new school or some other places where we cannot meet each other for long?

Or just i am not good enought for you tell me?

Fear me to make things worst?

Or am I just too brothersome?

Is it because it is a small matter so you think you can handed it quickly?

Or is it because it does not matter to me???

Small matter can make thing big if you did not know that ! And can cause others too,hurt....


I hated it ... really hated it ! It make me lonely when two friends fight with each other . And when i don't know it , i ask u guys to come out to hang out , you guys will say " if he come , i will not go ". So what should i do ? Only called one of my friend ?It make me hard to decide who should side with ,when i want both of you to hang out!

It's painful!

Do think of people around you ? Does it saying "SORRY " to another friend , hard? You make people around worry even harder! I will feel lonely , hurt, sad and scared just because you guys not friends.


Just do not left me alone in this stupid, dark, cold, not good, fucking, suck, no fun, lonely place with no friends..... Don't leave me alone!


Don't know you guys , everyone , any of you , all my friends, had ever experience lonelyness??? I did and it don't feel good... make me want to burst out go crazy...
Just don't make me lonely !

Hurry both of you go be friend with each other ,

I don't care who is wrong and settle it so no one worry .

New blog skin....

Note!!
New skin of mine ....no more emo emo emo blog skinn.... better than old one!

long time no read/type

YO.... long time no see! It's been a while...

Don't spoil the fun, and keep it going............ Type out the sentence you end up with in the TITLE of your note and tag your friends.==========
Pick the month you were born:
January-------I kicked
February------I loved
March--------I karate chopped
April----------I licked
May----------I jumped on
June----------I smelled
July-----------I did the Macarena With
August--------I had lunch with
September----I danced with
October-------I sang to
November-----I yelled at
December-----I ran over

============Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1-------a birdbath
2-------a monster
3-------a phone
4-------a fork
5-------a snowman
6-------a gangster
7-------my mobile phone
8-------my dog
9-------my best friends' boyfriend/girlfriend
10-------my neighbor
11-------my science teacher
12-------a banana
13-------a fireman
14-------a stuffed animal
15-------a goat
16-------a pickle
17-------your mom
18-------a spoon
19------ - a smurf
20-------a baseball bat
21-------a ninja
22-------Chuck Norris
23-------a noodle
24-------a squirrel
25-------a football player
26-------my sister
27-------my brother
28-------an iPod
29-------a surfer
30-------a homeless guy
31-------a llama


===============What is the last number of the year you were born:
1--------- In my car
2 --------- On your car
3 ----------- In a hole
4 ----------- under your bed
5 ----------- Riding a Motorcycle
6 --------- sliding down a hill
7 --------- in an elevator
8---------- at the dinner table
9 -------- In line at the bank
0 -------- in your bathroom

===============Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:
White---------because I'm cool like that
Black---------because that's how I roll.
Pink-----------because I'm NOT crazy.
Red-----------because the voices told me to.
Blue-----------because I'm sexy and I do what I want
Green---------because I think I need some serious help.
Purple---------because I'm AWESOME!
Gray----------because Big Bird said to and he's my leader.
Yellow--------because someone offered me 1,000,000 dollars
.Orange--------because my family thinks I'm stupid anyway.
Brown---------because I can.
Other----------because I'm a Ninja!
None----------because I can't control myself!

===============Now type out the sentence you made, in the TITLE line and tag your friends in the note.

As for me : I kicked an Ipod in my car because i think i need some serious help !
I kicked an Ipod in my car because i can't control myself! ( i change my chothes in the middle cause the weather was very darn warm!