IT HAS BEEN A WHILE SINCE THE LAST TIME I POST IN THIS BLOG....
Well things are getting worst or IT IS JUST ME ...! Oh well, the world that i see is a fuck up one! Reality is something that hard to face. Feeling bad, lonely and bored. friend got new friend and dump the old friend. bored!!! days happen like a circle, with everyday the same thing happen over and over again! even my dream i don't know is it a dream or reality.
This week is my exam week. My result was not very good and effect that i gave was DARN BAD. I got no mood to study.i'm kind of looking forward to my holiday but....
Next week , i am going back to work but whenever i thought of it, i hurt and tiring! i want to quit and enjoy freedom and fun. However, even i got my holiday and quit my part-time work, what can i do? stay at home and rot!
'find friends and go out?' well, i want to but there a lot problems! 1st; wake up late, end up no need to go ... 2nd: where to go? sg is boring place and it is not cheap. 3rd: what to do??? there is nothing to do. 4th: who to call? all are busy lazy and many others more...
Arghhhh..... fuck my life ! As people grow up, things get bored! my life is suck... what my future will be like ?
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
Thursday, March 31, 2011
y... it all ur fault
i'm tired... i wan to cry ... i wan to scream as well ... since young , it been like this and don't know
i at home trying not to give everyone trouble and spend less , save money , try not let worry parent but he just do whatever he wan .... i don't know i can keep this selfless mood long sia .fucking ass hole...
FINAL grades and gpa!
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| Plan | Current | Cumulative |
|---|---|---|
| Higher National ITE Certificate in Biotechnology | 2.286 | 2.576 |
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Thursday, February 17, 2011
Sunday, January 2, 2011
nEW yEAR !
Happy New Year.... :)
2010 is here... Another year have pass and it been so long i wrote anything here. Sry i'm been lazy , stress , and many more...haiz life is hard indeed .After my ia , life in sch really made me missed my ia place , friends and food. However, these days i think i'm having depression for no reason or maybe because of friends. ahhhhrgggghh i just don't know or even understand myself. i'm worried a lot, haiz...like sometime i think for bro, dey, i think there a wall between us ,then for another friend ,eth, she act weird like kind of drunk but then again i know she very sad.Another friend ,ben , kind of like avoid us and kind of emo all the time and a girl ,eun, she like having hard times keeping her close friends closed and keep never go sch. I guess everyone are rushing to find the right gf/bf ... Now i'm very lonely and sad, i wish everyone are close like old time guess it hard since everyone growing and school are almost to the end. i don't know will we still be friends
i'm really hope this year would be better. 2011
2010 is here... Another year have pass and it been so long i wrote anything here. Sry i'm been lazy , stress , and many more...haiz life is hard indeed .After my ia , life in sch really made me missed my ia place , friends and food. However, these days i think i'm having depression for no reason or maybe because of friends. ahhhhrgggghh i just don't know or even understand myself. i'm worried a lot, haiz...like sometime i think for bro, dey, i think there a wall between us ,then for another friend ,eth, she act weird like kind of drunk but then again i know she very sad.Another friend ,ben , kind of like avoid us and kind of emo all the time and a girl ,eun, she like having hard times keeping her close friends closed and keep never go sch. I guess everyone are rushing to find the right gf/bf ... Now i'm very lonely and sad, i wish everyone are close like old time guess it hard since everyone growing and school are almost to the end. i don't know will we still be friends
i'm really hope this year would be better. 2011
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