me bad???

Am I a bad boy???


Today , I did it again.... didn't go to T&F. Lazy? sian? i don't know...:P
I think i am just playing a fool of myself! I don't even know what i think or doing what right and left. XP What I really want to do? I want to study but don't feel like to start to write, want to go for a run but don't feel like moving , when my eye started to hurt and feeled like sleep but feel like doing something.

MAN.... am I crazy or mad???do not feel like same as before which like just not in the mood and feel it that it is just not the right time...
I just can't feel the right mood to do the thing i want... y isit not like the last time when i was young ? I think i am missing something but what ?
i know i been looking for something since sec3 but what? which is the one ? which the feeling i looking for ?

Hope i can get the excitment back when i was young before "o"... i think that what i looking for! Hope is the right one )X)