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FAILED...! with 36 point and 1 egg! 

@#$%^&*( .... WAHHHHH..... sob... Fu!!!! AHHHHHH.....

I hate myself... WAHHHHH..... sob... Fu!!!! AHHHHHH.....I going to be MAD ,calling help ASAP...

I got the mixed feeling of killing someone and / or killing myself...next time i try...But i still hold myself back when i meet my friends for pool ! I don't know what i looked like when i am mad... i don't even know i can hold how long  and how much more....someday i will know...!

I was wonder who have punching bag,  in case i gone mad ,i can punch kick slam ....

Feel like crying but no water,very dry cause i didn't drink any water... trying wait then  go home and drink some cooling water...

After that mailto:!@#$%^amp;* test i went cck meet my friend and then go bb meet two other friends and go csc play pool... then go home sadly...! :(