y... it all ur fault

i'm tired... i wan to cry ... i wan to scream as well ... since young , it been like this and don't know

i at home trying not to give everyone trouble and spend less , save money , try not let worry parent but he just do whatever he wan .... i don't know i can keep this selfless mood long sia .fucking ass hole...

FINAL grades and gpa!

	Official Grades   Session Module Class Description Units Grade Life Skills at the Workplace 4 Very Good Sports and Wellness II 1 S Aquaculture Techniques 2 D Applied Analytical Chemistry 6 B Biochemical Techniques 6 C

Plan	Current	Cumulative
Higher National ITE Certificate in Biotechnology	2.286	2.576

Certificate  Awarded the Higher National ITE Certificate in Biotechnology

KOREAN NAME OF MINE

‎(첸 = 陈 = Tan , 웨이 = 韦 = wei , 수 = 能 = Neng ) 첸웨이수 = Tan Wei Neng

nEW yEAR !

Happy New Year.... :)


2010 is here... Another year have pass and it been so long i wrote anything here. Sry i'm been lazy , stress , and many more...haiz life is hard indeed .After my ia , life in sch really made me missed my ia place , friends and food. However, these days i think i'm having depression for no reason or maybe because of friends. ahhhhrgggghh i just don't know or even understand myself. i'm worried a lot, haiz...like sometime i think for bro, dey, i think there a wall between us ,then for another friend ,eth, she act weird like kind of drunk but then again i know she very sad.Another friend ,ben ,  kind of like avoid us and kind of emo all the time and a girl ,eun, she like having hard times keeping her close friends closed and keep never go sch. I guess everyone are rushing to find the right gf/bf ... Now i'm very lonely and sad, i wish everyone are close like old time guess it hard since everyone growing and school are almost to the end. i don't know will we still be friends
i'm really hope this year would be better. 2011

Pic update (My Ia : food chemical lab)part 1 farewell party of mei mei and lina

Farewell party to Linia and Mei mei

At sakura in clement  :

 

and labs celebration:

Blog Updating....

Blog Update...
It been many many many months since the last time i wrote in here...
  
My Ia had just ended one week ago. Before it end i was really thinking should i do part time there for one month , but i lose my holiday... so i decided to do part-time for 2 weeks and the rest of the weeks is HOLIDAY! I really enjoyed my times in my ia place! Though that i really hate the bad times happen but i really had lot of fun happy , joking , childish times ... In one more week i'll be leaving my ia and enjoy my holiday but i think it'll be boring, no fun, sian but relaxing ... (will be missing everyone :( )
First week of my part-time , new ia student from from NY.poly. , 20yo chinese boy from malaysia, will be here for 6 month so around feb . He will be take over my works. He seem very quiet , insecured... i tried to talk to him to let him feel more of himself but i don't know what to talk... (really suck ... )I think is the way i act and teach ... (i don't really know how to teach ...sry!) hope he try his best to blande in . :)
 
 

PISSED OFF!

WTF... AN U.M.A. JUST PISSED ME OFF AND MADE NOISE OUTSIDE MY HOUSE BLOODLY HELL WAKE MY PARENT UP! SO WHAT IF NOW LATE AND U MISSED THE LAST BUS ... I TELL U :FIRST I CAN ONLY GO TO MY KOR ROOM BUT CANNOT TAKE WITH OUT HIM SAYING 'YES!' SECONDLY, LAST BUS IS AT 11.30  NOW IS 10.30 AND WHO CALL U TO COME HERE LAST AT NIGHT, STUPID!!!! NEXT ,U JUST SAID U  PURPOSELY LEFT IT THERE! ALSO CAN U DON'T ANDREW THIS ANDREW THAT ...'CALL ANDREW TO WATCH OUT... '  BLOODLY HELL WHO U THINK I AM !!!! I'M NOT HIS BABYSITTER JUST HIS FRIEND BRO, GO TELL HIM URSELF ,STUPID! LASTLY CALL THE POLICE??? HAHA GO ON... I CALL TOO AND NEXT DOOR SEE U MADE SO MUCH NOISE ALSO WILL CALL SEE WHO WIN LA WE OR U ... U THINK U A FRIEND OF POLICE I SCARE AND I'M NOT A FRIEND OF POLICE ???I ALSO SEE WHO HE LISTEN TO... AN U.M.A OR A CHILD WHO DID NOTHING TO U???

During IA...

I'm having lots of fun with my friends, new and old ones in my IA place. :p happy !
It is very fun and exciting with them all the time . Although , working is VERY busy and tiring. SUPER TIRED! (I like my friends and have fun. :) )

Before IA huh...

Tomorrow , i'm going to start my IA. at Setsco ! well, I were excited but also scared! ... today was very pissed and annoyed cause one more item not yet on hand to give the IA there...My dad don't allow me to get it today since it last mins ... Haiz stupid me!!!! What should i do??? i just have to tell them i bring on Tuesday no choice! hope they wouldn't scold me and do any bad on me.

Thursday 20/5/10 my class went for navy open house ! It was fun! yup i was happy! some pics... Happy class we were! more are yet to come

Not a good evening...

Today in school was fine not until i reached city hall in mrt on my way home...There a lady ,no should called her WOMAN! She had a umbrella and shift it to my side and then back to hers .. then again left and back... I looked at her what the hack she doing. then return back to read my book. Then she used her ellow to hit me twice... i don't care her but i really piss off!...then she went off!

New watch at last !

 It been 5 long years since the last time i wear a watch that able to last long! It was brought by my uncle and my mum... The type and colour was choosen by me! it from G-shock and Casio! model: DW-6900CB  youth culture ! for youth like me! It has other colour but i think this sute better! there White with pink inside, red with orange inside and light blue with dark blue. At first i wan the blue colour !it my fav. :P but my mum say choose clour which it comment cause when the belt spoit . able to get a replacement easy!

Longest sch day i had!

Longest sch day i had!

Starting from 8am school hour. I woke up early around 530 so that i able to reach sch on time. As always go sch bah bah bah... but today i got another MBT phast test.... MAN OH MAN I REALLY HATE PHAST TEST! 

Today test was on gel thing*(i really don't know how to spell that long word) so i got my time table which will be starting around 3+ to 4+pm so I thought "ok not bad , still can go home early" But then the first shift went in late around 1245 which was not the main problem... The main problem started later! The first shift came out  2-3hours later!!!Darn my plan was push back! i can sleep then wake up twice... around 4+ then my turn SOB... thx the group which do asap!!!! 
I went  and the next problem start during the exam! There no tray for me and zhiren ,so have to wait for next group to be done with it which is mosty after my group people done most of their stuff. darn ... miss ng laugh at me.... and then my face turn red!When i got my tray, my gel turn solid areadly . have to reheat it and cool it down again and wait zzzzzz.... When i done with it , have tto wait again cause miss ong say there no space,then next problem is that she can't cope with sooo many students zzz then wait for her. After that when ALLLLL my group mates done theirs, i waited for miss ong and she say must wait for others... Darn! then i did my stuff at last they were done! but time for house keeping... -_-''' i am soooo tired and sick of waiting! haiz then went home. and waiting for mrt and bus andgetting home zzzzz TIRED!

suck....

zzzzz....  I keep cancel and rejeted my friends for this few weeks.... i hate it. zzz... haiz yesterday was really sian went to aunt house and never do anything from 5.30 to midnight...

zzzz fly plane

Diao... i just cancel my plan for tml just for my family .... My friends and i decided to go swimming but today just canceled it after my friend just added one guy in the trip... i felt bad and very sad cause can't go...

I also decided to make chocolate for mother's day for my mom but then haiz.... no mood liao  

Opps i did it???

Today for 8am to 5.30pm , both lessons were prat. Well it was really an 'OK' day. Qcna lesson gave us early off so we can eat lunch then go for next class which was 2Hour and 30mins later .Zzzzzzz.... My friends was having funs while i was resting on one side enjoying the strong wind ! Since i still sick, i took a nap :P 放松 (relaxing)

Then miss ong and miss teo came . During the prat lesson , i really accidently knocked a glasswear... OMG X( !!!! Lucky ,no one was hurt. :) i wonder when did that glasswear get behind me without me seeing it. Did someone put it behind so i would break it??? y do that person do that??? Me ,now upset and shocked !

After sch i when home as same with Deyney, then meet my parent . My mum brought some injections from doctors at SGH since her injection going to fin. So we have to rush home as it is needed to be frozen! Went to have a quick dinner and trim my hair a little... Home in the end!

SICK this few days

Haiz , since last week until now i am still sick , having sore throat and flu. Cough and cough everywhere i go ,in class, outside and even i was trying to sleep :( There one day i can't sleep because of it. However, my brother was even worst than me . He had sore thorat , flu and fever! The fever driving him crazy cause he suddenly gone ...how to say...'Nut'? My dad have sore throat only ,awhile around two or three day recovered.

Wow ,i just realise that only the Males are sick! Haha... how unlucky we are . :p So who next??? 

Sian... Yesterday, jinyi called me to go out and eat dinner or was it lunch, maybe was breadfast... Anyway, he today also asked me again , great i tml also busyzzzz no money too. Sad la still sick and busy! How i going to reply him ???'sry cannot la '???
SUDDENLY, MISSED MY SECONDARY SCHOOL FRIENDS... i wonder how they doing . Are their life good or just as bad as mine???... It have been 1/2 a year since i talked to them ... althought i did meet some of them only a handful but still missed them. Really! sad lonely boy ,am i ??

Test in class...

Great ,great ,really great.... First was my MBT theory paper,  now is my QCNA prat. Zzzz... What next ??? I just had no choice but only to Random wrote on my paper ,really cannot think of any ans when i was doing it... worst things is that there are more tests coming soon ...Great ,great ,really great! SOMEBODY STOP THEM !

2010 april over...

April just over ! hmmmm nothing much of fun but only sadness...
A few of my classmate went to poly. zzzzz missed them  sob* the hair of his... the joke they gave.zzzz

A VERY HARD QNS BY MY FRIEND...

Not long ago or maybe a few day ago,  a friend of mine asked me some personal darn hard qns, though its may seem easy to ans but i really don't know how to say... That person asked me which girls would i love if there only 5 of them in the world? lol how i am going to ans ....

Girl A is VERY close to me and she also like a sister to me...
Girl B is well... i never got a real talk with her much soo not quite sure but she seem nice or good enought, same go to Girl C too .
ERrrrr... For Girl D, well she seem nice however little weird but  i think she will get a better life without me , really .
Lasty for Girl E , well i kind of forgot who and really can't think of who too , soo sry i can't say anything about of her....

  Maybe Girl A is good for me but she has a bad past so it hard for her and myself  . For Girl B ,C and D ,welll i don't know how i'm going to chat to them ... see how lor.  , hmmm  guess i have to understand them more ...

April special!

How to Cook a Turkey

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