Happy New Year, everyone !!! It's 2013 this year and today is the first day of the year! last year dec 31, had lots of fun with my friends but i burn on my friend while i was a bit tipsy! so sorry SR !!! not on purpose!!!
here my 2013 resolution:
- get fit and healthy
- gain weight (>44kg)
- have abs and chest
- have muscle
- earn money
- study well
- increase my GPA
- make more friends(good and close friends)
- have a gf, maybe*
- buy a camera which i didn't buy last year
- new earpiece and headphone
- have fun and be happy!
- don't make mistakes and cause problem
- wish family and friends safe, well, healthy and happy
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
Sunday, August 5, 2012
goals for this coming 2 months holiday...
Hello... it has been very boring these few months. Right now is the starting of the august and do not have much plans. Holidays are coming and drawing near. I do have some plans i makes...
2 Months Holiday :
1- Scuba driving with my new friend made in this 2nd year 1st sem. :) ( N.S)
2- USS with ITE friends
3- Shift room with brother
4- Go oversea with friends
5- Buy a DSLR camera ( nikon d3200 / d5100)
well these are the things i plan to do... not sure will go do every of them
2 Months Holiday :
1- Scuba driving with my new friend made in this 2nd year 1st sem. :) ( N.S)
2- USS with ITE friends
3- Shift room with brother
4- Go oversea with friends
5- Buy a DSLR camera ( nikon d3200 / d5100)
well these are the things i plan to do... not sure will go do every of them
Monday, July 16, 2012
1 year later
Almost 1 year had past, and i'm back to writing blog in here again... it's has been awhile since i last wrote as i am a bit lazy...
After a year has past, life have not yet change for the better yet things gone bad... last sem was a much better sem as the first year and this year to say the truth but still not everything really become better. there are times, i regret of coming to rp. haiz i'm really feel very lonely bored and sad. i'm still single... i should find myself a gf. wonder who want this skinny kid.
my birthday this year '21st' was not good too although my aunt booked a hotel at Sentosa but i enjoyed my birthday in class more than with others. i never feel this lonely as much as these 2 years...( last year and this year) i really feeling envy with other people and with their friends. really i wonder why my life is like this.
life at home was better although everything starts to break down like my window frame, computer, toilet bowl. this year i able to go over sea with my family :) really feel happy at that week. i went to Taiwan by plane and i really feel blessed and enjoyed. wishing i could stay there although it felt a bit no different from Singapore but the environment is really different. can say Singapore is much more developed than there but i like it. feel freedom for some days. my cousin and i met a new friend there well we were shopping around. should go oversea more often. i heard when i reach there, i reach on the same day as my favorite kpop boy band ( Big Bang) sadly i didn't met them. this year they coming back to singapore but i can't go cause my parent don't allow ( even though i big enough) plus i no money. T_T
school life is fine but in class i feel bored most of the time, sorry to say this about my class but they are really hardworking till there a dark aura in the room and it hard to study and it like making me feel bored and it is really gloomy. they almost hardly share their work with each other even it is a team. everyone is like thick skin with each other. hais. my grade is also not doing well, what worst is my UT grades, i need to do something about it but i do not know how and what. i really want to do well. i feel tired.
aigoo... poor me, sad life, lonely days, boredom!!!
After a year has past, life have not yet change for the better yet things gone bad... last sem was a much better sem as the first year and this year to say the truth but still not everything really become better. there are times, i regret of coming to rp. haiz i'm really feel very lonely bored and sad. i'm still single... i should find myself a gf. wonder who want this skinny kid.
my birthday this year '21st' was not good too although my aunt booked a hotel at Sentosa but i enjoyed my birthday in class more than with others. i never feel this lonely as much as these 2 years...( last year and this year) i really feeling envy with other people and with their friends. really i wonder why my life is like this.
life at home was better although everything starts to break down like my window frame, computer, toilet bowl. this year i able to go over sea with my family :) really feel happy at that week. i went to Taiwan by plane and i really feel blessed and enjoyed. wishing i could stay there although it felt a bit no different from Singapore but the environment is really different. can say Singapore is much more developed than there but i like it. feel freedom for some days. my cousin and i met a new friend there well we were shopping around. should go oversea more often. i heard when i reach there, i reach on the same day as my favorite kpop boy band ( Big Bang) sadly i didn't met them. this year they coming back to singapore but i can't go cause my parent don't allow ( even though i big enough) plus i no money. T_T
school life is fine but in class i feel bored most of the time, sorry to say this about my class but they are really hardworking till there a dark aura in the room and it hard to study and it like making me feel bored and it is really gloomy. they almost hardly share their work with each other even it is a team. everyone is like thick skin with each other. hais. my grade is also not doing well, what worst is my UT grades, i need to do something about it but i do not know how and what. i really want to do well. i feel tired.
aigoo... poor me, sad life, lonely days, boredom!!!
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
23 aug2011
IT HAS BEEN A WHILE SINCE THE LAST TIME I POST IN THIS BLOG....
Well things are getting worst or IT IS JUST ME ...! Oh well, the world that i see is a fuck up one! Reality is something that hard to face. Feeling bad, lonely and bored. friend got new friend and dump the old friend. bored!!! days happen like a circle, with everyday the same thing happen over and over again! even my dream i don't know is it a dream or reality.
This week is my exam week. My result was not very good and effect that i gave was DARN BAD. I got no mood to study.i'm kind of looking forward to my holiday but....
Next week , i am going back to work but whenever i thought of it, i hurt and tiring! i want to quit and enjoy freedom and fun. However, even i got my holiday and quit my part-time work, what can i do? stay at home and rot!
'find friends and go out?' well, i want to but there a lot problems! 1st; wake up late, end up no need to go ... 2nd: where to go? sg is boring place and it is not cheap. 3rd: what to do??? there is nothing to do. 4th: who to call? all are busy lazy and many others more...
Arghhhh..... fuck my life ! As people grow up, things get bored! my life is suck... what my future will be like ?
Well things are getting worst or IT IS JUST ME ...! Oh well, the world that i see is a fuck up one! Reality is something that hard to face. Feeling bad, lonely and bored. friend got new friend and dump the old friend. bored!!! days happen like a circle, with everyday the same thing happen over and over again! even my dream i don't know is it a dream or reality.
This week is my exam week. My result was not very good and effect that i gave was DARN BAD. I got no mood to study.i'm kind of looking forward to my holiday but....
Next week , i am going back to work but whenever i thought of it, i hurt and tiring! i want to quit and enjoy freedom and fun. However, even i got my holiday and quit my part-time work, what can i do? stay at home and rot!
'find friends and go out?' well, i want to but there a lot problems! 1st; wake up late, end up no need to go ... 2nd: where to go? sg is boring place and it is not cheap. 3rd: what to do??? there is nothing to do. 4th: who to call? all are busy lazy and many others more...
Arghhhh..... fuck my life ! As people grow up, things get bored! my life is suck... what my future will be like ?
Thursday, March 31, 2011
y... it all ur fault
i'm tired... i wan to cry ... i wan to scream as well ... since young , it been like this and don't know
i at home trying not to give everyone trouble and spend less , save money , try not let worry parent but he just do whatever he wan .... i don't know i can keep this selfless mood long sia .fucking ass hole...
FINAL grades and gpa!
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| Plan | Current | Cumulative |
|---|---|---|
| Higher National ITE Certificate in Biotechnology | 2.286 | 2.576 |
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Thursday, February 17, 2011
Sunday, January 2, 2011
nEW yEAR !
Happy New Year.... :)
2010 is here... Another year have pass and it been so long i wrote anything here. Sry i'm been lazy , stress , and many more...haiz life is hard indeed .After my ia , life in sch really made me missed my ia place , friends and food. However, these days i think i'm having depression for no reason or maybe because of friends. ahhhhrgggghh i just don't know or even understand myself. i'm worried a lot, haiz...like sometime i think for bro, dey, i think there a wall between us ,then for another friend ,eth, she act weird like kind of drunk but then again i know she very sad.Another friend ,ben , kind of like avoid us and kind of emo all the time and a girl ,eun, she like having hard times keeping her close friends closed and keep never go sch. I guess everyone are rushing to find the right gf/bf ... Now i'm very lonely and sad, i wish everyone are close like old time guess it hard since everyone growing and school are almost to the end. i don't know will we still be friends
i'm really hope this year would be better. 2011
2010 is here... Another year have pass and it been so long i wrote anything here. Sry i'm been lazy , stress , and many more...haiz life is hard indeed .After my ia , life in sch really made me missed my ia place , friends and food. However, these days i think i'm having depression for no reason or maybe because of friends. ahhhhrgggghh i just don't know or even understand myself. i'm worried a lot, haiz...like sometime i think for bro, dey, i think there a wall between us ,then for another friend ,eth, she act weird like kind of drunk but then again i know she very sad.Another friend ,ben , kind of like avoid us and kind of emo all the time and a girl ,eun, she like having hard times keeping her close friends closed and keep never go sch. I guess everyone are rushing to find the right gf/bf ... Now i'm very lonely and sad, i wish everyone are close like old time guess it hard since everyone growing and school are almost to the end. i don't know will we still be friends
i'm really hope this year would be better. 2011
Saturday, September 18, 2010
Blog Updating....
Blog Update...
It been many many many months since the last time i wrote in here...
My Ia had just ended one week ago. Before it end i was really thinking should i do part time there for one month , but i lose my holiday... so i decided to do part-time for 2 weeks and the rest of the weeks is HOLIDAY! I really enjoyed my times in my ia place! Though that i really hate the bad times happen but i really had lot of fun happy , joking , childish times ... In one more week i'll be leaving my ia and enjoy my holiday but i think it'll be boring, no fun, sian but relaxing ... (will be missing everyone :( )
First week of my part-time , new ia student from from NY.poly. , 20yo chinese boy from malaysia, will be here for 6 month so around feb . He will be take over my works. He seem very quiet , insecured... i tried to talk to him to let him feel more of himself but i don't know what to talk... (really suck ... )I think is the way i act and teach ... (i don't really know how to teach ...sry!) hope he try his best to blande in . :)
It been many many many months since the last time i wrote in here...
My Ia had just ended one week ago. Before it end i was really thinking should i do part time there for one month , but i lose my holiday... so i decided to do part-time for 2 weeks and the rest of the weeks is HOLIDAY! I really enjoyed my times in my ia place! Though that i really hate the bad times happen but i really had lot of fun happy , joking , childish times ... In one more week i'll be leaving my ia and enjoy my holiday but i think it'll be boring, no fun, sian but relaxing ... (will be missing everyone :( )
First week of my part-time , new ia student from from NY.poly. , 20yo chinese boy from malaysia, will be here for 6 month so around feb . He will be take over my works. He seem very quiet , insecured... i tried to talk to him to let him feel more of himself but i don't know what to talk... (really suck ... )I think is the way i act and teach ... (i don't really know how to teach ...sry!) hope he try his best to blande in . :)
Sunday, August 1, 2010
PISSED OFF!
WTF... AN U.M.A. JUST PISSED ME OFF AND MADE NOISE OUTSIDE MY HOUSE BLOODLY HELL WAKE MY PARENT UP! SO WHAT IF NOW LATE AND U MISSED THE LAST BUS ... I TELL U :FIRST I CAN ONLY GO TO MY KOR ROOM BUT CANNOT TAKE WITH OUT HIM SAYING 'YES!' SECONDLY, LAST BUS IS AT 11.30 NOW IS 10.30 AND WHO CALL U TO COME HERE LAST AT NIGHT, STUPID!!!! NEXT ,U JUST SAID U PURPOSELY LEFT IT THERE! ALSO CAN U DON'T ANDREW THIS ANDREW THAT ...'CALL ANDREW TO WATCH OUT... ' BLOODLY HELL WHO U THINK I AM !!!! I'M NOT HIS BABYSITTER JUST HIS FRIEND BRO, GO TELL HIM URSELF ,STUPID! LASTLY CALL THE POLICE??? HAHA GO ON... I CALL TOO AND NEXT DOOR SEE U MADE SO MUCH NOISE ALSO WILL CALL SEE WHO WIN LA WE OR U ... U THINK U A FRIEND OF POLICE I SCARE AND I'M NOT A FRIEND OF POLICE ???I ALSO SEE WHO HE LISTEN TO... AN U.M.A OR A CHILD WHO DID NOTHING TO U???
Friday, July 16, 2010
During IA...
I'm having lots of fun with my friends, new and old ones in my IA place. :p happy !
It is very fun and exciting with them all the time . Although , working is VERY busy and tiring. SUPER TIRED! (I like my friends and have fun. :) )
It is very fun and exciting with them all the time . Although , working is VERY busy and tiring. SUPER TIRED! (I like my friends and have fun. :) )
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Before IA huh...
Tomorrow , i'm going to start my IA. at Setsco ! well, I were excited but also scared! ... today was very pissed and annoyed cause one more item not yet on hand to give the IA there...My dad don't allow me to get it today since it last mins ... Haiz stupid me!!!! What should i do??? i just have to tell them i bring on Tuesday no choice! hope they wouldn't scold me and do any bad on me.
Thursday 20/5/10 my class went for navy open house ! It was fun! yup i was happy! some pics... Happy class we were! more are yet to come
Thursday 20/5/10 my class went for navy open house ! It was fun! yup i was happy! some pics... Happy class we were! more are yet to come
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Not a good evening...
Today in school was fine not until i reached city hall in mrt on my way home...There a lady ,no should called her WOMAN! She had a umbrella and shift it to my side and then back to hers .. then again left and back... I looked at her what the hack she doing. then return back to read my book. Then she used her ellow to hit me twice... i don't care her but i really piss off!...then she went off!
Monday, May 10, 2010
New watch at last !
It been 5 long years since the last time i wear a watch that able to last long! It was brought by my uncle and my mum... The type and colour was choosen by me! it from G-shock and Casio! model: DW-6900CB youth culture ! for youth like me! It has other colour but i think this sute better! there White with pink inside, red with orange inside and light blue with dark blue. At first i wan the blue colour !it my fav. :P but my mum say choose clour which it comment cause when the belt spoit . able to get a replacement easy!
Longest sch day i had!
Longest sch day i had!
Starting from 8am school hour. I woke up early around 530 so that i able to reach sch on time. As always go sch bah bah bah... but today i got another MBT phast test.... MAN OH MAN I REALLY HATE PHAST TEST!
Today test was on gel thing*(i really don't know how to spell that long word) so i got my time table which will be starting around 3+ to 4+pm so I thought "ok not bad , still can go home early" But then the first shift went in late around 1245 which was not the main problem... The main problem started later! The first shift came out 2-3hours later!!!Darn my plan was push back! i can sleep then wake up twice... around 4+ then my turn SOB... thx the group which do asap!!!!
I went and the next problem start during the exam! There no tray for me and zhiren ,so have to wait for next group to be done with it which is mosty after my group people done most of their stuff. darn ... miss ng laugh at me.... and then my face turn red!When i got my tray, my gel turn solid areadly . have to reheat it and cool it down again and wait zzzzzz.... When i done with it , have tto wait again cause miss ong say there no space,then next problem is that she can't cope with sooo many students zzz then wait for her. After that when ALLLLL my group mates done theirs, i waited for miss ong and she say must wait for others... Darn! then i did my stuff at last they were done! but time for house keeping... -_-''' i am soooo tired and sick of waiting! haiz then went home. and waiting for mrt and bus andgetting home zzzzz TIRED!
Starting from 8am school hour. I woke up early around 530 so that i able to reach sch on time. As always go sch bah bah bah... but today i got another MBT phast test.... MAN OH MAN I REALLY HATE PHAST TEST!
Today test was on gel thing*(i really don't know how to spell that long word) so i got my time table which will be starting around 3+ to 4+pm so I thought "ok not bad , still can go home early" But then the first shift went in late around 1245 which was not the main problem... The main problem started later! The first shift came out 2-3hours later!!!Darn my plan was push back! i can sleep then wake up twice... around 4+ then my turn SOB... thx the group which do asap!!!!
I went and the next problem start during the exam! There no tray for me and zhiren ,so have to wait for next group to be done with it which is mosty after my group people done most of their stuff. darn ... miss ng laugh at me.... and then my face turn red!When i got my tray, my gel turn solid areadly . have to reheat it and cool it down again and wait zzzzzz.... When i done with it , have tto wait again cause miss ong say there no space,then next problem is that she can't cope with sooo many students zzz then wait for her. After that when ALLLLL my group mates done theirs, i waited for miss ong and she say must wait for others... Darn! then i did my stuff at last they were done! but time for house keeping... -_-''' i am soooo tired and sick of waiting! haiz then went home. and waiting for mrt and bus andgetting home zzzzz TIRED!
Sunday, May 9, 2010
suck....
zzzzz.... I keep cancel and rejeted my friends for this few weeks.... i hate it. zzz... haiz yesterday was really sian went to aunt house and never do anything from 5.30 to midnight...
Friday, May 7, 2010
zzzz fly plane
Diao... i just cancel my plan for tml just for my family .... My friends and i decided to go swimming but today just canceled it after my friend just added one guy in the trip... i felt bad and very sad cause can't go...
I also decided to make chocolate for mother's day for my mom but then haiz.... no mood liao
I also decided to make chocolate for mother's day for my mom but then haiz.... no mood liao
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Opps i did it???
Today for 8am to 5.30pm , both lessons were prat. Well it was really an 'OK' day. Qcna lesson gave us early off so we can eat lunch then go for next class which was 2Hour and 30mins later .Zzzzzzz.... My friends was having funs while i was resting on one side enjoying the strong wind ! Since i still sick, i took a nap :P 放松 (relaxing)
Then miss ong and miss teo came . During the prat lesson , i really accidently knocked a glasswear... OMG X( !!!! Lucky ,no one was hurt. :) i wonder when did that glasswear get behind me without me seeing it. Did someone put it behind so i would break it??? y do that person do that??? Me ,now upset and shocked !
After sch i when home as same with Deyney, then meet my parent . My mum brought some injections from doctors at SGH since her injection going to fin. So we have to rush home as it is needed to be frozen! Went to have a quick dinner and trim my hair a little... Home in the end!
Then miss ong and miss teo came . During the prat lesson , i really accidently knocked a glasswear... OMG X( !!!! Lucky ,no one was hurt. :) i wonder when did that glasswear get behind me without me seeing it. Did someone put it behind so i would break it??? y do that person do that??? Me ,now upset and shocked !
After sch i when home as same with Deyney, then meet my parent . My mum brought some injections from doctors at SGH since her injection going to fin. So we have to rush home as it is needed to be frozen! Went to have a quick dinner and trim my hair a little... Home in the end!
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
SICK this few days
Haiz , since last week until now i am still sick , having sore throat and flu. Cough and cough everywhere i go ,in class, outside and even i was trying to sleep :( There one day i can't sleep because of it. However, my brother was even worst than me . He had sore thorat , flu and fever! The fever driving him crazy cause he suddenly gone ...how to say...'Nut'? My dad have sore throat only ,awhile around two or three day recovered.
Wow ,i just realise that only the Males are sick! Haha... how unlucky we are . :p So who next???
Sian... Yesterday, jinyi called me to go out and eat dinner or was it lunch, maybe was breadfast... Anyway, he today also asked me again , great i tml also busyzzzz no money too. Sad la still sick and busy! How i going to reply him ???'sry cannot la '???
SUDDENLY, MISSED MY SECONDARY SCHOOL FRIENDS... i wonder how they doing . Are their life good or just as bad as mine???... It have been 1/2 a year since i talked to them ... althought i did meet some of them only a handful but still missed them. Really! sad lonely boy ,am i ??
Wow ,i just realise that only the Males are sick! Haha... how unlucky we are . :p So who next???
Sian... Yesterday, jinyi called me to go out and eat dinner or was it lunch, maybe was breadfast... Anyway, he today also asked me again , great i tml also busyzzzz no money too. Sad la still sick and busy! How i going to reply him ???'sry cannot la '???
SUDDENLY, MISSED MY SECONDARY SCHOOL FRIENDS... i wonder how they doing . Are their life good or just as bad as mine???... It have been 1/2 a year since i talked to them ... althought i did meet some of them only a handful but still missed them. Really! sad lonely boy ,am i ??
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